Suke yg sikit dan Duka yg banyak

Hmm.. sorry la lama sgt xupdate.. PC buat hal..huhu.. Nk update kat kolej nnt mangkuk2 tu cek la plak..huhu.. So, terpaksalah stop jap. huhu..

Dua hari sebelum raya..
Aku terpaksa berkorban diri menjaga budak2 exam. Exam paper aku gak so, xblh nk bising ar.. Pas abis exam, masing2 dtg kat aku, "Teacha, Eid mubarak" aku sengih je. Dlm hati, "byk ko punye Eid mubarak?? Esok aku keje lg tau! huhu.." Nasib baik xpayah mengajar sbb kelas byk cancel, bdk2 nk blk kg.

Sehari sebelum raya..
Keluar rumah.. Jalan mcm lengang. Masuk Kl, jln still lengang. Tension. Waaa!!!! Kenape??? Masuk pagar kolej, dlm kete, "Depressed nyeeee!!!" Park kete. Masuk lobby, kakak receptionist awal2 dh cuti. Org melayu, aku ngan kak yuhana. Staff lain confuse je bila aku masuk kolej. Masing2 nganga. Aku senyum kambing yg kene pakse mandi. Selesai mark paper exam yg semalam, aku nganga sorg2 dlm bilik. Nk chatting, org xde. huhu.. Tension. Mintak half day. Xdapat. Alasan, it's your responsiblity to come to work. Bullshit! Bodoh punye Keli NG! (sebut: Kelly Eng). Smpai masa balik. Happy la ckit. Tetiba mak call, "Tih, baju raya xsiap!" Arrgh!! Bru nak happy2..huhu. Lari budget beli baju..

X rasa pun ke'best'an raya mcm dolu-dolu.

Raya baru ni aku balik kg. Bukan bongek daa.. hehe.. Balik T'ganu. First time aku drive jauh giler macam tu. Sepatutnye 7-hour journey tp bila aku drive jadi kali 2 plak..heheh.. Bkn sebab slow ke apa tp ngantuk..hehehe.. Nama je ada co-pilot yg bertauliah tp aku plak yg mcm xberani nk serahkan pesawat yg aku xbape nk sayang ni kat dia..heheh.. So, tepakselah aku bersengkang mata drive sorg2..huhu.. Lama dia mcm naik ketapi cuma xbegoyang2 je. huhu.

AL-FATIHAH

Al-Fatihah

Buat Ayahanda Syima

Mohd Amin B. Ramly

yg telah pergi ke rahmatullah pd 14 Okt 2008.

Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama golongan-golongan yg beriman

Amiin..

Perkara-perkara yg boleh mengurangkan pahala puasa.

There are several things yg boleh membuatkan ur pahala puasa ber'kureng'an seperti:

1. When u are stuck in a traffic jam in Ramadhan morning.
2. When u have tons of classes in 1 day.
3. When u have to wait for ur student for 1/2 hr.
4. When u have a non-caring, pretentious jerk as ur boss.
   
5. When u have almost 30 students in your class.
6. When the majority of ur students are Somalians.
7. When ur students talk back to you (mmg rasa nk pelempang 10kali).
8. When u're teaching Nigerians (male only- pas kelas mmg dahaga ar..)
9. When u're writing about things yg blh membuatkan pahala puasa ber'kureng'an (like rite now)

Convo

Blabbering

Salam Ramadhan..

Actually, I'm kind of serabut right now. But I don't know what am I supposed to be serabut at.. I think the place where I work now is the main reason why I become like this.. To be honest, that place isn't that bad.. Coz people don't mess around with me except for this 1 annoying ***** (ba-ya-ta-cha-ha). I got fed up talking with her coz she doesn't know how to calm herself down and always wants to start yelling to people. If you look at her face, you'll know how stressful she is and she will transfer her stupid stress to other people so we will suffer like her.. I know I sound a bit bitter here but sometimes I just can't take it anymore! Everytime I picture her face in my mind I wish that I could just slap her! During my convocation, she called me from the damn office and start yelling! Since then, I will avoid seeing her and we hardly talk.

Huhuhu.. xbaik kan tulis mcm ni bulan2 puasa mcm ni? But again, this girl, doesn't fast coz she's not like us. Bak kata kak Yuhana, bakal menjadi 'kayu api' kat akhirat nnt. Puas hati.

Urgh!!

Perlu ke?? I know.. I know.. It's Ramadhan and it's not nice to feel such way.. But can't help it. Maybe it's PMS.


Dlm hati: huhuhuhuhuhu....

Salam Buat Ramadhan alMubarak

Salam to all!!
Sorry sbb dh lama tak update blog.. BUsy ckit and sometimes I'm just not in mood to write anything.

Hmm.. nothing much.. Aku dh CONVO!! Yeah!! Hehehe.. 25hb August aritu.. hehehe. Tp mcm kejap sangatla plak..heheh..

As usual, buhsan dh dgn tmpat keje skang. Menyampah tgk muka 'B***' huhu.. EEiiiii!!! Membencikan! Tp student mmg best. Dulu mcm tension je dgn student, skang ni enjoy plak mengajar dorang ni.. Hari2 jumpa aku dorg akan ckp, "Teacher, we miss u.." hehehe... Sweetkn? Tp xblh bagi muke sangat nanti lebih2 plak (mcm kes mongolia..huhu..).

Anyway, I've bought a new car.. Not exactly my dream car laa..huhu.. Naza Suria jerrrr.. Nk amik Swift gaji plak xmengizinkan.. Naza pun Naza laa.. Asal tak menyusahkan mak kene antar aku hari-hari g keje sudah..hehe.

Bulan-bulan puasa ni, selera aku menjadi semakin kreatif. Ade je bende pelik2 aku nk try makan. Bende yg dh lama xmakan tetiba rasa nk mkn la plak..huhu.. Aku pemakan yg 'hardcore'..huhu.. Sbb tu bdn xkurus2.. Waaa!!! Btw, dear cousins, our 'beloved' Wan ada kat rumah atih skang ni.. Klu rajin mai le.. tp jgn dtg dgn tangan kosong..hahahaha.. Beliau di 'eksport' khas dr BOngek yg 'bongek' sempena bulan Ramadhan atas sebab-sebab tertentu.. huhuhu.. Aku okey je beliau ada kat sini.. (ye ke, tih?) tp cian kat dia ar.. Bilik ayaq jauh.. Hari-hari beliau complain, "lutut den ni tak larat" heheh.. Nk buat caner wan.. Sabor je lah ek? hehe.. Aku rasa bila wan pulang nnt, mesti berat dia betambah..hahaha.. Mak kata, "dia dh tua, biar la dia nk rasa semua makanan yg ada".

Aku mcm dh tepakai baju raya tahun ni ar..huhuh..

Innalillahi WainnaIlaihiroji'un..

Hmm.. Besar sungguh ujian Allah utk aku kali ni. Tp aku yakin, Tuhan uji kita sbb Dia sayang kita. Sbb Dia tahu kita mampu menempuhinya.. Takpe..takpe.. InsyaAllah aku akan tabah menghadapinya. Ye..yakin boleh! hehehe.. I'll try not to cry.. I have to be strong.. Atih kan kuat..hehehe.. InsyaAllah.. Doakan saye ye! hehe..

Kelmarin..

Waaa!!! Nak nangis sangat nih!! I lost my handphone! Huhuhu.. Tensionnye! Tau ar gaji dh masuk..huhu.. Yg lg menyayat hati, tu handphone adik aku, Ain.. Waaa!! I think I drop it somewhere lepas turun dr kete..huhu.. Nasib baik mmg nak beli phone beru pun tapi kene beli extra plak laaaaaaa!!! Henpon bukannya seringgit dua, satu! Beratus2 ringgit..huhu.. Ain relax je handphone dia hilang.. Aku la yg kalut pikir mana nk cekau duit beli fon 1 lagi..huhu.. MEMBENCIKAN.. Atih si pelupa..

Smlam student kelas mlm aku share doa utk orang2 yg pelupa mcm aku ni. Dia ckp baca surah Ad-Dhuha sepuluh kali pas Maghrib or Subuh. Kalau kta tetiba terlupa something, blh terus baca. Kadang2 walaupun belum cukup 10 kali, Tuhan dh bagi petunjuk kat kita. InsyaAllah..

Bila pikir2 balik, ALhamdulillah aku dilahirkan sebagai org Islam. Apa2 je yg tak kene blh mintak direct je from Allah. Seronok kan? Tak payah nk ada apa2 perantaraan. Tulah privillege kita sebagai org Islam. Allah tu sayang sangat kat kita cuma kadang2 kite je yg lampi ckit. Asal ditimpa musibah je mula lah nk ckp 'life is unfair lah', 'life is cruel lah'.. Rasa nk sepak2 je org yg ckp mcm tu. Tak besyukur langsung! Kalau yg kafir Quraish ckp mcm tu tak kisah la ni orang Islam! Mmg nk kene terajang. Cuba fikir, bila kita ckp mcm tu, we're actually saying that God was being unfair. Padahal, Allah itu maha adil! Setengah orang yg terlebih panjang akal dia berpendapat, adil tu maksudnya equal. Everybody should be treated equally. Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan perlu diberi hak yg sama rata. Habis tu, kalau lelaki blh kawin 4, pompuan pun nak kawin 4 jugak? Mampu ke wahai wanita? Bengong. I just don't know what else to say coz some people refuse to listen. So, for those yang still rasa being justice means being treated equally, think again.

Anyway, CONGRATULATION to PAS, PKR and DAP. Yeah! Selangor jadi negeri PAS pasni.. Masyuuuk!! Hahaha.. Aku plak yg bedebar.. Hahaha..

I hope it's not too late..

Al-Fatihah

Hajah Kalsom bt Abdul Rahman (Mak Ngah)

Yang telah pulang ke Rahmatullah pada 3 March 2007

Salam Takziah buat sepupu, Kak Lin, Kak Retna, Kak Fatma and Fir. Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yg beriman.

Amiin..

my melancholic week

my melancholic week
It's stressful, tiring, tears dropping week
Worse!
It didn't drop like the rain,
It flows like the river
Just like the waterfall.

my melancholic week
Full of frustration and depression
Lingers in every corner of my heart
It poked, hit and remained
waiting for me to fall
to hit the floor
and crumple everything left in this heart.
I fell and nearly touch the floor.
I am saved
By faith.

my melancholic week
stressful, tiring, tears falling week
heart crumpling and stumbling.

my melancholic week
finally saved by faith
He reminds me to look for Him
He reminds me to seek for His help
He reminds me that I'm not alone
He reminds me that I should stand up
He reminds me that He loves us all
He reminds me about His test and might
He reminds me about His right and will
He reminds me about His promise

Peringatan buat yg masih bergelar student..

Skang aku semakin rajin. Lebih rajin dari masa belajar dulu. I read more often now.. yelah nak pahamkan anak murid cikgunye kene la paham dulu baru boleh kelentong lebih2 ckit. Skang ni baru aku paham sangat2 apa yg cikgu2 and lecturer2 aku rasa dulu bila murid yg dia ajar tak paham2 or malas. Sebagai guru, seriously, aku xkisah kalau murid2 aku tak paham sebab aku akan try ajar sampai dorang paham. TAPI yang aku kisah sangat2 kalau murid tu sendiri MALAS nak paham or cuba paham. Bila kita mengajar kat depan tak mau dengar. Hish, rasa nak sekeh2 je org macam tu..huhu.. Bazir air lioq je! huhu.. Kadang2 aku confuse gak, memula dulu aku bukan main baik ngan student aku tapi lately, pantang salah sikit. Terus tinggi suara. Bila pikir balik, macam xbaik je buat centu. Sian gak kat dorang datang jauh2 dari Somalia, Korea, Chad, Mongolia pastu g kelas kene marah..huhu.. tak baiknye.. Aku rasa angin kus2 aku ni disebabkan PMS ni..huhu.. Dahla dorang tu xpandai, cikgu sorang lg plak memang garang, aku patutnye jadi cikgu yg xgarang. Taklah student tension blajar..huhu.. Apa2 pun aku nak ingat kan lah kat sesape yg baca blog ni n still begelar student, bacalah buku rajin2 kat rumah tu. Sianlah kat cikgu2 or lecturer2 korang.

One more thing yg aku xpuas ati. Asal member2 aku yg dah keje aku tgk makin kurus. Aku plak mcm makin mengembang..huhu.. Org cakap bila dah keje, badan makin kurus, aku macam tak je..huhuhu.. Org jugak ckp, bila kita dh penat keje, kita dah xlalu nk makan, aku mcm tak je..huhu.. Huhuhu.. Nak KURUS!!!! Nak jugak!!! NAK!!!!

Gomenasai..

Gomenasai..hehehe.. Sorry.. Sbb lama dh tak update.. Busy laa.. Skang ni cikgu busy ckit..hehehe.

Pengalaman Cikgu Atih

Salam.. Sorry sbb lama xupdate.. Bukan apa sibuk ckit skang ni.. balik keje je trus melengkor..huhu.. 1st day masuk kelas mmg horror..huhuhu.. Anak murid aku sumer foreigner so susah ckit ar nak ajar English. Aku ajar level 1 n 2. Level 1 mmg mencabar kepala otak. Dorang ni mmg xbape paham English sangat jd susah betul nak ajar dorang sampai kene gune bahasa isyarat gak ar nak ajar abg2 dan kakak2 ni. It's very challenging n they're quite passive..huhuhu.. Level 2 plak kadang-kadang tu telebih active...huhu.. Penat gak nak ajar dorang tu. Ckit2 teacher, ckit2 teacher.. Bila ada yg main2 panggil tu rasa nak pelempang pun ada gak tp..Sabaaar..huhu..

Kadang-kadang tu kecian kat dorang ni especially yg dh level 2 tp still tekemut2 membaca xmcm kengkawan lain.. Esok aku akan bawak kamus bergambar yg aku dgn Ain dh buat. Harap2 dapatlah ckit sebanyak tolong dorang ni dr segi makna2 perkataan tu..

Hari ni(7hb) hari kedua, much better. Aku pun dh blh biasakn diri dgn abg2 n kakak2 tu..hehehe.. Lecturer2 kat tmpat aku pun ok2 xde yg sombong2.. (Alhamdulillah..). Senang hati gak ar keje kat situ.. Cuma yg xberapa best sbb aku ada kelas malam.. Hahahampeh..huhuhu.. Kene ajar budak2 LCCI.. Esok(8hb) bru start. Doakan saye ye!

Btw, 1 bende yg aku sendiri xpercaya, aku suruh abg2 n kakak2 tu panggil aku teacher or Miss Siti.. Wakakaka.. Menyampah I, nyah.. heheh.. Sbb memikirkan susah nar dorang nak menyebut Miss Fatihah aku pun pendekkanlah kpd bhgn nama aku yg aku xbape suke tu..huhuhu..

Oklah, cikgu Atih mau titun.. Esok kene bgn awal..huhu.. Chaiyuk, Atih lause!! Chaiyuk! kikikiki..

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Mak pesan utk Atih

Mak pesan, kita kene keje kerja kerana Allah ta'ala. Bila dah pasang niat mcm tu mudah2an Allah akan permudahkn kerje2 kita. InsyaAllah.. Lagi satu, mak ckp bila dh dpt gaji nnt jgn lupa bayar zakat harta. InsyaAllah.. Terima kasih mak..