my melancholic week

my melancholic week
It's stressful, tiring, tears dropping week
Worse!
It didn't drop like the rain,
It flows like the river
Just like the waterfall.

my melancholic week
Full of frustration and depression
Lingers in every corner of my heart
It poked, hit and remained
waiting for me to fall
to hit the floor
and crumple everything left in this heart.
I fell and nearly touch the floor.
I am saved
By faith.

my melancholic week
stressful, tiring, tears falling week
heart crumpling and stumbling.

my melancholic week
finally saved by faith
He reminds me to look for Him
He reminds me to seek for His help
He reminds me that I'm not alone
He reminds me that I should stand up
He reminds me that He loves us all
He reminds me about His test and might
He reminds me about His right and will
He reminds me about His promise

Peringatan buat yg masih bergelar student..

Skang aku semakin rajin. Lebih rajin dari masa belajar dulu. I read more often now.. yelah nak pahamkan anak murid cikgunye kene la paham dulu baru boleh kelentong lebih2 ckit. Skang ni baru aku paham sangat2 apa yg cikgu2 and lecturer2 aku rasa dulu bila murid yg dia ajar tak paham2 or malas. Sebagai guru, seriously, aku xkisah kalau murid2 aku tak paham sebab aku akan try ajar sampai dorang paham. TAPI yang aku kisah sangat2 kalau murid tu sendiri MALAS nak paham or cuba paham. Bila kita mengajar kat depan tak mau dengar. Hish, rasa nak sekeh2 je org macam tu..huhu.. Bazir air lioq je! huhu.. Kadang2 aku confuse gak, memula dulu aku bukan main baik ngan student aku tapi lately, pantang salah sikit. Terus tinggi suara. Bila pikir balik, macam xbaik je buat centu. Sian gak kat dorang datang jauh2 dari Somalia, Korea, Chad, Mongolia pastu g kelas kene marah..huhu.. tak baiknye.. Aku rasa angin kus2 aku ni disebabkan PMS ni..huhu.. Dahla dorang tu xpandai, cikgu sorang lg plak memang garang, aku patutnye jadi cikgu yg xgarang. Taklah student tension blajar..huhu.. Apa2 pun aku nak ingat kan lah kat sesape yg baca blog ni n still begelar student, bacalah buku rajin2 kat rumah tu. Sianlah kat cikgu2 or lecturer2 korang.

One more thing yg aku xpuas ati. Asal member2 aku yg dah keje aku tgk makin kurus. Aku plak mcm makin mengembang..huhu.. Org cakap bila dah keje, badan makin kurus, aku macam tak je..huhuhu.. Org jugak ckp, bila kita dh penat keje, kita dah xlalu nk makan, aku mcm tak je..huhu.. Huhuhu.. Nak KURUS!!!! Nak jugak!!! NAK!!!!

Gomenasai..

Gomenasai..hehehe.. Sorry.. Sbb lama dh tak update.. Busy laa.. Skang ni cikgu busy ckit..hehehe.

Pengalaman Cikgu Atih

Salam.. Sorry sbb lama xupdate.. Bukan apa sibuk ckit skang ni.. balik keje je trus melengkor..huhu.. 1st day masuk kelas mmg horror..huhuhu.. Anak murid aku sumer foreigner so susah ckit ar nak ajar English. Aku ajar level 1 n 2. Level 1 mmg mencabar kepala otak. Dorang ni mmg xbape paham English sangat jd susah betul nak ajar dorang sampai kene gune bahasa isyarat gak ar nak ajar abg2 dan kakak2 ni. It's very challenging n they're quite passive..huhuhu.. Level 2 plak kadang-kadang tu telebih active...huhu.. Penat gak nak ajar dorang tu. Ckit2 teacher, ckit2 teacher.. Bila ada yg main2 panggil tu rasa nak pelempang pun ada gak tp..Sabaaar..huhu..

Kadang-kadang tu kecian kat dorang ni especially yg dh level 2 tp still tekemut2 membaca xmcm kengkawan lain.. Esok aku akan bawak kamus bergambar yg aku dgn Ain dh buat. Harap2 dapatlah ckit sebanyak tolong dorang ni dr segi makna2 perkataan tu..

Hari ni(7hb) hari kedua, much better. Aku pun dh blh biasakn diri dgn abg2 n kakak2 tu..hehehe.. Lecturer2 kat tmpat aku pun ok2 xde yg sombong2.. (Alhamdulillah..). Senang hati gak ar keje kat situ.. Cuma yg xberapa best sbb aku ada kelas malam.. Hahahampeh..huhuhu.. Kene ajar budak2 LCCI.. Esok(8hb) bru start. Doakan saye ye!

Btw, 1 bende yg aku sendiri xpercaya, aku suruh abg2 n kakak2 tu panggil aku teacher or Miss Siti.. Wakakaka.. Menyampah I, nyah.. heheh.. Sbb memikirkan susah nar dorang nak menyebut Miss Fatihah aku pun pendekkanlah kpd bhgn nama aku yg aku xbape suke tu..huhuhu..

Oklah, cikgu Atih mau titun.. Esok kene bgn awal..huhu.. Chaiyuk, Atih lause!! Chaiyuk! kikikiki..

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Mak pesan utk Atih

Mak pesan, kita kene keje kerja kerana Allah ta'ala. Bila dah pasang niat mcm tu mudah2an Allah akan permudahkn kerje2 kita. InsyaAllah.. Lagi satu, mak ckp bila dh dpt gaji nnt jgn lupa bayar zakat harta. InsyaAllah.. Terima kasih mak..

Alhamdulillah..

Alhamdulillah.. Hari ni secara officialnye aku menamatkan aktiviti memburu pekerjaan (job hunting) coz i've been accepted to be one of the lecturer in RIMA College. Huhuhu..boleh ke ni? Baru td g interview.. Alhamdulillah.. Semuanya berjalan dgn lancar. Harap-harap everything would run smoothly.. Takutlaa..huhu.. Pas abis interview td org tu ckp "I appreciate your confidence", Huhuhu..Semua tu hanyalah lakonan semata-mata.. Tipu belaka.. huhuhu..

Aku start keje 2hb ni. I really hope everything would be ok. I hope I'll get some friendly colleagues, and nice new friends. Most importantly, I hope my students will respect me and love me..hehehe.. Kawan-kawan, pray for me, pleeeeeeaase..huhuhu..