Blabbering

Salam Ramadhan..

Actually, I'm kind of serabut right now. But I don't know what am I supposed to be serabut at.. I think the place where I work now is the main reason why I become like this.. To be honest, that place isn't that bad.. Coz people don't mess around with me except for this 1 annoying ***** (ba-ya-ta-cha-ha). I got fed up talking with her coz she doesn't know how to calm herself down and always wants to start yelling to people. If you look at her face, you'll know how stressful she is and she will transfer her stupid stress to other people so we will suffer like her.. I know I sound a bit bitter here but sometimes I just can't take it anymore! Everytime I picture her face in my mind I wish that I could just slap her! During my convocation, she called me from the damn office and start yelling! Since then, I will avoid seeing her and we hardly talk.

Huhuhu.. xbaik kan tulis mcm ni bulan2 puasa mcm ni? But again, this girl, doesn't fast coz she's not like us. Bak kata kak Yuhana, bakal menjadi 'kayu api' kat akhirat nnt. Puas hati.

Urgh!!

Perlu ke?? I know.. I know.. It's Ramadhan and it's not nice to feel such way.. But can't help it. Maybe it's PMS.


Dlm hati: huhuhuhuhuhu....

Salam Buat Ramadhan alMubarak

Salam to all!!
Sorry sbb dh lama tak update blog.. BUsy ckit and sometimes I'm just not in mood to write anything.

Hmm.. nothing much.. Aku dh CONVO!! Yeah!! Hehehe.. 25hb August aritu.. hehehe. Tp mcm kejap sangatla plak..heheh..

As usual, buhsan dh dgn tmpat keje skang. Menyampah tgk muka 'B***' huhu.. EEiiiii!!! Membencikan! Tp student mmg best. Dulu mcm tension je dgn student, skang ni enjoy plak mengajar dorang ni.. Hari2 jumpa aku dorg akan ckp, "Teacher, we miss u.." hehehe... Sweetkn? Tp xblh bagi muke sangat nanti lebih2 plak (mcm kes mongolia..huhu..).

Anyway, I've bought a new car.. Not exactly my dream car laa..huhu.. Naza Suria jerrrr.. Nk amik Swift gaji plak xmengizinkan.. Naza pun Naza laa.. Asal tak menyusahkan mak kene antar aku hari-hari g keje sudah..hehe.

Bulan-bulan puasa ni, selera aku menjadi semakin kreatif. Ade je bende pelik2 aku nk try makan. Bende yg dh lama xmakan tetiba rasa nk mkn la plak..huhu.. Aku pemakan yg 'hardcore'..huhu.. Sbb tu bdn xkurus2.. Waaa!!! Btw, dear cousins, our 'beloved' Wan ada kat rumah atih skang ni.. Klu rajin mai le.. tp jgn dtg dgn tangan kosong..hahahaha.. Beliau di 'eksport' khas dr BOngek yg 'bongek' sempena bulan Ramadhan atas sebab-sebab tertentu.. huhuhu.. Aku okey je beliau ada kat sini.. (ye ke, tih?) tp cian kat dia ar.. Bilik ayaq jauh.. Hari-hari beliau complain, "lutut den ni tak larat" heheh.. Nk buat caner wan.. Sabor je lah ek? hehe.. Aku rasa bila wan pulang nnt, mesti berat dia betambah..hahaha.. Mak kata, "dia dh tua, biar la dia nk rasa semua makanan yg ada".

Aku mcm dh tepakai baju raya tahun ni ar..huhuh..

Innalillahi WainnaIlaihiroji'un..

Hmm.. Besar sungguh ujian Allah utk aku kali ni. Tp aku yakin, Tuhan uji kita sbb Dia sayang kita. Sbb Dia tahu kita mampu menempuhinya.. Takpe..takpe.. InsyaAllah aku akan tabah menghadapinya. Ye..yakin boleh! hehehe.. I'll try not to cry.. I have to be strong.. Atih kan kuat..hehehe.. InsyaAllah.. Doakan saye ye! hehe..

Kelmarin..

Waaa!!! Nak nangis sangat nih!! I lost my handphone! Huhuhu.. Tensionnye! Tau ar gaji dh masuk..huhu.. Yg lg menyayat hati, tu handphone adik aku, Ain.. Waaa!! I think I drop it somewhere lepas turun dr kete..huhu.. Nasib baik mmg nak beli phone beru pun tapi kene beli extra plak laaaaaaa!!! Henpon bukannya seringgit dua, satu! Beratus2 ringgit..huhu.. Ain relax je handphone dia hilang.. Aku la yg kalut pikir mana nk cekau duit beli fon 1 lagi..huhu.. MEMBENCIKAN.. Atih si pelupa..

Smlam student kelas mlm aku share doa utk orang2 yg pelupa mcm aku ni. Dia ckp baca surah Ad-Dhuha sepuluh kali pas Maghrib or Subuh. Kalau kta tetiba terlupa something, blh terus baca. Kadang2 walaupun belum cukup 10 kali, Tuhan dh bagi petunjuk kat kita. InsyaAllah..

Bila pikir2 balik, ALhamdulillah aku dilahirkan sebagai org Islam. Apa2 je yg tak kene blh mintak direct je from Allah. Seronok kan? Tak payah nk ada apa2 perantaraan. Tulah privillege kita sebagai org Islam. Allah tu sayang sangat kat kita cuma kadang2 kite je yg lampi ckit. Asal ditimpa musibah je mula lah nk ckp 'life is unfair lah', 'life is cruel lah'.. Rasa nk sepak2 je org yg ckp mcm tu. Tak besyukur langsung! Kalau yg kafir Quraish ckp mcm tu tak kisah la ni orang Islam! Mmg nk kene terajang. Cuba fikir, bila kita ckp mcm tu, we're actually saying that God was being unfair. Padahal, Allah itu maha adil! Setengah orang yg terlebih panjang akal dia berpendapat, adil tu maksudnya equal. Everybody should be treated equally. Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan perlu diberi hak yg sama rata. Habis tu, kalau lelaki blh kawin 4, pompuan pun nak kawin 4 jugak? Mampu ke wahai wanita? Bengong. I just don't know what else to say coz some people refuse to listen. So, for those yang still rasa being justice means being treated equally, think again.

Anyway, CONGRATULATION to PAS, PKR and DAP. Yeah! Selangor jadi negeri PAS pasni.. Masyuuuk!! Hahaha.. Aku plak yg bedebar.. Hahaha..

I hope it's not too late..

Al-Fatihah

Hajah Kalsom bt Abdul Rahman (Mak Ngah)

Yang telah pulang ke Rahmatullah pada 3 March 2007

Salam Takziah buat sepupu, Kak Lin, Kak Retna, Kak Fatma and Fir. Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yg beriman.

Amiin..

my melancholic week

my melancholic week
It's stressful, tiring, tears dropping week
Worse!
It didn't drop like the rain,
It flows like the river
Just like the waterfall.

my melancholic week
Full of frustration and depression
Lingers in every corner of my heart
It poked, hit and remained
waiting for me to fall
to hit the floor
and crumple everything left in this heart.
I fell and nearly touch the floor.
I am saved
By faith.

my melancholic week
stressful, tiring, tears falling week
heart crumpling and stumbling.

my melancholic week
finally saved by faith
He reminds me to look for Him
He reminds me to seek for His help
He reminds me that I'm not alone
He reminds me that I should stand up
He reminds me that He loves us all
He reminds me about His test and might
He reminds me about His right and will
He reminds me about His promise