Atih's Honest Encounter with Life

Sukenyee dia!!

2010-10-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

Yer.. saye amat menyukai dia.. hehe..

Meet the Parents: Episode 1

2010-09-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Successful! Alhamdulillah..

Aku terasa...

2010-06-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

hmm... you're not in my shoes. so, it's different. However, you said the rite thing.

Hmm...

2010-06-15T12:15:00.004+08:00

Lately... kenduri kawen sangat banyak.. Next week there's one more. My own cuz. I feel old. My bro, Izhar, jokingly asked me, "Kaktih bila nk kawen?" Me: Gulp! Sibuk je!! Biarlah! Jokingly marah balik. Adoiyaii... Bukan tak nak.. I won't say "Katakan tak nak pada kahwin!"huhu..

The thing is, I don't want to rush but I don't want to delay it either. So, I decided to juz go with the flow.

Alhamdulillah... O Allah, I'm really grateful that it happened. I really am thankful. I believe He has better plans for me. Well, I can say that I feel much better now. But I dare not say that I've found someone much better than the past ones but definitely able to make me happy and motivated. Thank you, Allah... Thank you for not leaving me alone.

Thanks to Yat (You know what you did.. ;-p) Thanks to Hanim n Khatib for convincing me to give him a chance. Thanks to mak for all your support thru thick n thin. Even though sometimes you can be a bit bitter but still... you know what's best for me. Thanks for your guidance.

You... Thanks for being such a sport. You never fail to make me laugh. Hope our team will make it to World Cup final! Hooray for Spain! Hooray for Argentina!! hehehe..

notes

2010-04-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

nia's group still nothing
elyas's group not original blog!
syafiq's group - wrong idea for entry 2
haznan's group - wrong idea for entry 2

Congratulation, Bob!

2010-01-11T16:57:00.005+08:00

Jangan tertipu with the flower on the cake. Bob yg beli bunga tu.

Innalillah..

2009-12-19T19:31:00.003+08:00

Innalillahi Wa Innalillahi Raji'un..

"Sesungguhnya dari Dia kita datang dan kepada Dia jugalah kita kembali."

Peringatan kepada diri sendiri:

Segala yg terjadi ada hikmahnye. Mungkin Allah nk kita jadi orang yg lebih baik dr sebelum ni.
Mungkin sebelum ni kita lalai dan lupa kat Dia.
BerSABAR, BerSYUKUR and BerDOA lah!
Happiness will come bila kita betul2 redha dgn ujian Allah.
Be POSITIVE!
Terusksn berDOA dgn YAKIN!
Dapatkan kasih sayang Allah dgn berSYUKUR atas segala nikmat yang Allah dh bg.
Utk bahagia dan berjaya, kenalah berSABAR barulah pass ujian Allah.
REMEMBER! Allah tu Maha Mendengar n Maha Mengetahui apa saja yg kita bisikan dalam hati kita - tu juga DOA.
Banyakkan merayu pada Allah...

Sorry

2009-12-17T09:52:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry...
I'm sorry if i'm not good enough
I have changed
Not for you. But for my own self
And for Him.

Thanks to Him
That I'm a changed person
Thanks to what ever happened around me
That makes changes possible to me.

Now
I understand
That its true
Things happened for a reason

Experiment

2009-11-03T15:55:00.005+08:00

Ini Carrot cake. Dlm bentuk cupcakes.

Got the recipe from the net.

Topping, cream cheese and grated orange chocolate.

Hobi Baru

2009-10-15T14:41:00.005+08:00

I'm not that talented. Sebab tu most of the corak senget2. Huhu..

Stop Kejap

2009-10-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hello. I might stop blogging for a while. Inspiration dh xde.

Dear All-Knowing, the Creator of all being. You're the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.
Your humble servant is seeking for your guidance. Please dear Creator, please forgive your me. I'm weak. I need You. Please give me strength.. O Allah, there is no other god except You. There's no better listener except You..

Amiin.

Eventually it happens.

2009-10-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Erm...

Off

Eventually, it happens.

*sigh* definitely not a relief.

Frankie and I

2009-09-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

He's always there when I'm in my melancholic mood. He's also always there when I'm excited or when I get too excited.

It's comforting... Whenever I look at you.

You always know how to react when I'm angry. You'll sit still and be quiet.

Frankie, we share a lot of things together even though we have nothing in common. Our world is totally different. But, I still love you, Frank.

Thanks, Frankie..

Pesanan buat sahabat-sahabat.

2009-09-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

I've read this before in a friend's blog and copied it from his too. Take your time, read it again, and HAYATI. Kadang-kadang kita terlalu excited. Sampai kita lupa kat DIA. Kita lupa suruhan dan larangan DIA, kita langgar. Kita byk sangat alasan.. Sedangkan bila kita ada problem, merungut-rungut and merayu-rayu kat DIA, xde pulak DIA bg alasan, DIA bagi petunjuk dan hidayah ada lah...

Di dalam hidup manusia, yang penting ialah BERKAT .

Bila hidup kita berkat, diri ini akan selamat.

Apabila diri selamat, rumahtangga jadi sepakat.

Apabila rumahtangga jadi sepakat, masyarakat jadi muafakat. Apabila

masyarakat jadi muafakat, negara kita menjadi kuat. Apabila negara menjadi kuat, negara luar jadi hormat.

Apabila negara luar jadi hormat, permusuhan pun tersekat. Apabila permusuhan tersekat, pembangunan pun meningkat.

Apabila pembangunan pun meningkat,

kemajuan menjadi pesat.

TETAPI AWAS, apabila pembangunan meningkat, kemajuan menjadi pesat,

kita lihat bangunan naik bertingkat-tingkat.

Ditengah-tengah itu, tempat maksiat tumbuh macam kulat.

Apabila tempat-tempat maksiat tumbuh macam kulat, KETIKA ITU manusia mula mengubah tabiat.

Apabila manusia telah mengubah tabiat,

ada yang jadi lalat ada yang jadi ulat.

Apabila manusia dah jadi ulat, sembahyang makin hari makin liat.

Apabila sembahyang jadi liat, orang baik ada yang bertukar jadi jahat.

Apabila orang baik bertukar jahat, orang miskin pula nak kaya cepat.

Apabila orang miskin nak kaya cepat, orang tua pula nak mati lambat.

Apabila orang tua nak mati lambat, tak dapat minum madu telan jerla minyak gamat.

Yang lelaki, budak budak muda pakai seluar ketat.

Semua nak tunjuk kuat.

Bila berjudi, percaya unsur kurafat.

Tapi hidup pula yang melarat.

Tali kasut dah tak berikat.

Rambut pun jarang sikat.

Yang perempuan, pakai mini sekerat.

Suka pakai baju ketat..

Suka sangat menunjukkan pusat.

Hingga tak pedulikan lagi batasan aurat.

Pakai pulak yang singkat-singkat.

Kadang-kadang ternampak benda ' bulat ' .

Bila jadi macam ini, siapa lihat pasti tercegat.

Silap gaya jadi gawat, bohsia bohjan lagi hebat.

Duduk jauh berkirim surat .

Bila berjumpa, tangan berjabat

Kemudian pakat lawan peluk siapa erat.

Masa tu, nafas naik sampai tersekat-sekat.

Usah peduli agama dan adat.

Usah takut Allah dan malaikat.

Yang penting apa kita nak buat?

Kita ' bukti ' lah kita buat.

Akhirnya perut kempis dah jadi bulat.

Apabila perut kempis dah jadi bulat, maka lahirlah

pula anak-anak yang tak cukup sifat.

Bila anak-anak tak cukup sifat, jam tu kita tengok bayi dibuang di

merata tempat.

MAKNANYA KETIKA ITU, IBLIS MULA MELOMPAT.

Dia kata apa? Habis manusia dah masuk jerat.

Habis manusia telah tersesat.

Inilah dia fenomena masyarakat.

Oleh itu wahai saudaraku dan para sahabat,

Marilah kita pakat mengingat ,

Bahawa dunia hari ini makin singkat,

Esok atau lusa mungkin kiamat,

Sampai masa kita semua akan berangkat!

Berangkat menuju ke negeri akhirat.

Di sana kita akan ditanya apa yang kita buat.

Masa tu, sindri mau ingat.

Umur mu banyak mana mu buat ibadat...?

Zaman muda mu, apa yang telah mu buat...?

Harta benda anta, dari mana anta dapat...?

Ilmu anta, adakah anta manfaat...?

Wish you all the happiness in the world

2009-09-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. It's not easy for me to see n hear about your sadness. I'm sorry I couldn't be a good listener to you. I'm sorry that I'm far away from you. I sorry coz it seems like I've abandoned you. I'm so sorry, friend.

Please don't be sad.. Please don't be demotivated... Please don't..

Friend,

Be happy, look around you.. Look at the sky. I'm sure you'll see birds flying, the white clouds and the blue sky. Look at the sky again.. You're actually saw Allah. Everything that you saw is His. Including us. Say MasyaAllah, say Subhanallah and don't forget Alhamdulillah.

Friend,

Look around you. You'll still see Allah. You don't have to look so far. Just turn around, lift your hands, look into the mirror... you'll still see Allah. There's no doubt about it. Just don't forget to say Alhamdulillah.

I tried to understand your hardship, I tried to put my self in your shoes and I understood. Somehow, the are few differences. You and me, You and her, You and him, You and them. All of us are different. But we do share one thing, we have Protector, Guardian, Provider and many more. We have Him.

So, my friend,

Let's be thankful and grateful. Coz we're still breathing and still able to make changes, able to correct our mistakes, able to cherish everything that we own, able to overcome difficulties, able to enjoy friendship and able to love. Best kan hidup kita? It is fill with colour. And we have Ad-Din to ensure the colour stays within the line.

Friend... Please smile.

My anti-depressant

2009-09-14T09:11:00.009+08:00

My baby. Sayang sangat.. Cute and smart. Environmentalist tuh!

LC's teachers. The 'mat salleh teacher is from Ireland, ok! Bukan from Saudi.. haha.

From left: teacher Alma (Boss!), teacher Mazny (taken!), teacher Tara (leaving soon..huhu), teacher Fatihah (hmmm..)

Elementary class (Standard 3). From left: Damia, Nurin, Miza, Farah Adibah, teacher fatihah, Balqis, Faiz, Atiya & Farah Sofea. They made Hari Raya cards for each other. Auwww.. Cute kan?

It was a BLAST!

2009-08-18T14:46:00.005+08:00

No matter how happy we were, it wasn't d same bila xcukup quorum

Sukenye...

Last minute planning... hehe..

Stupidity

2009-08-18T13:23:00.003+08:00

I'm not saying you're stupid but things that you do make it you look stupid. Things that you say reflect your level of stupidity. SO, STOP saying stupid things. It's not funny, its annoying.

Annoying. The best word to describe people like this. Perhaps its an understatement. Perhaps it is more than annoying.

The more I teach the more I realise how annoying I could be during my study year xkisah la kat mana-mana pun I study dulu. Mak ckp, sometimes, Allah gives us hardship in order to make us learn. Like in my situation rite now. huhu...

I keep on reminding my Diploma students, life is not easy. Whatever you do now, you'll have to face the consequences later. You buat 1 benda baik or buruk, Allah akan byr blk 1o kali ganda.

Anyway, I've asked my Academic writing students to create a blog and write on a topic given in the class. Most of them manage to set up a blog. But in terms of writing... Hmm.. Don't want to comment. Check them out yourself. I've linked it to my blog. Pleeeeaaase... do not hesitate to comment. Its for their own good sake. Tp jangan komen melampau.. nnt I keck hati.. Hahaha..

Adjustment period..

2009-07-21T08:46:00.003+08:00

It's my 4th day in Twintech. Poeple here are quite friendly. I said "quite friendly" not "very friendly" sbb kat sini there are still some people yg belum di sapa kalau bertembung pun xsenyum. huhu.. At first, I thought it's difficult to survive here but after a while.. I met few people yg kira ala-ala 1 kepala gak la.. Fuuh.. Lega.. Alhamdulillah. There's also a few foreign lecturers. If I'm not mistaken, they're from Saudi or Sudan or Senegal (Betul ke eja ni? nmpak mcm sengal la plak). I asked them to speak arabic with me at least blh la practice my arabic yg dok blajar every Ahad tu tp x digunakn pun.. huhu.

Last nite, i went to a workshop called "Smart Money". Here, we played a board game called "Smart Money". The objective of this game is to consolidate our liabilities and try to generate passive income as much as you can. Which means you need to have a lot of assets like rental, investment, deposit, royalties. Memula, mcm blur-blur gak la.. Yelah.. org xpandai mengire.. (huhu.. How I wish Im was there last nite.. dia pandai ckit bab2 melabur ni..hehe..) Tp, lama2 mmg best! Sbb you dh blh handle your own finance.. Bila mula-mula nak start, we have to choose 1 card n dlm kad tu ada tulis our current job, income, our expenses which includes no. of child, car payment, home payment, education payment and of course, credit card (the most evil card on the planet!!). Pastu, kita kene try la settlekan bende2 ni ckit2. Before I retired, I managed to collect $13000++ and paid off my car loan, education loan n the evil card loan. Like Hiro Nakamura always said, Yatta!! Heeheehee.. Dia mcm main monopoly cuma this one is more mencabar.. If you're interested nk main this game, the next 2 weeks ada lagi.. kat KGPA at sect 16, PJ. Alaa.. dekat dgn Eastin Hotel.. Jalan nk g ke Matric UIA. You'll learn something from it.. And if you want to know how to generate passive income, this wednesday ada talk about this topic at the same place.

Hmm..

2009-07-13T09:02:00.002+08:00

Sedih la..

Amrah is leaving soooon..

My life pun agak ntah pape skang ni..

Things don't go as planned..

Hmm..

Innalillahi Wa Innailaihi Raji'un..

Ya Allah, The Most Gracious and Most Merciful..
Please help me out, here..
Ya Razq, help..

2009-06-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

Life is hard.
But I'm not complaining.
I'm just saying.

Innalillahi Wainna Ilaihi Raji'uun.
That's what we should say.
Not 'alamak' 'alaa' or 'Urgh!'
We should be THANKFUL that we're still breathing.
We should PRAY to Him and ACCEPT the hardship with positive mind.

InsyaAllah.
Bear in mind, Allah is The Most Justice.
He's The Most Understanding and All-Knowing.
Beg from Him, and you'll never be left alone.

The meaning of Siti Nurfatihah

2009-06-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

You Are Seductive and Ruthless

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Duit itu Jahat

2009-06-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

Duit itu sangat bekebolehan
Untuk menukar,
Menjajah,
Memanipulasi,
Melalaikan,
Mengubah,
Serta merubah.

Manusia menjadi mangsa
Tamak haloba,
Hasad, Leka,
Keji dan Hina.

Duit itu amat bekebolehan,
Membawa kita
Lebih dekat dengan dunia,
Lebih senang menjadi pendusta,
Lebih mudah untuk berduka,

Duit itu juga berkebolehan,
Membawa kita
Jauh dari yg-Esa,
Jauh dari syurga-Nya,
Jauh sekali dari keberkatan-Nya.

Be More Well

2009-05-03T09:15:00.002+08:00

Kelmarin, Amani.

Minggu depan, Kimi.

Minggu lg 1, Azim pulak.

Bulan May ni, Mar.. huhu..

Mcm mana ni.. Xlama lg Tajul lak..

Depressed! Depressed! HUHU!

Konon-konon nk tumpu pada career.. Akhir tahun ni mcm byk planning. Nk g situ sini, nk pakai B More Well.. InsyaAllah..

Care for your health.

2009-04-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

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other illness that involves fat

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Tak semahal yg anda sangka!

I'm a legal driver! again!

2009-03-17T20:49:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! I'm a legal driver again! For those who doesn't know about this, I'm so sorry and if I lied to any of you, I am so sorry.. I didn't mean to do so. I just dont want you to worry. I'm really sorry.

Anyway, I've passed by driving test and that's all that matters now.

Hehehe.

2009-03-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

A Very Special Thanks

for those who has commented on my previous entry.

Never forget Him

2009-02-26T15:31:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine was right. Why it is easy to advise someone and comfort them with our words but its so difficult to comfort our own heart? Do we not believe the words that we utter in order to sooth other's heart?

I guess it wasn't easy when it comes to comforting our own heart. It's not that we don't believe our own words it's just maybe we need someone else to say it for us. kot.. haha. Anyway, of course when you're in the rain, you need the miracle from the Supreme Being. He's always there for us. Always. But do we really submit to Him sincerely? Have we ever not left our prayers? Do we remember Him when we're happy and enjoying ourselves?

Hmm.. Lu pikir la sendri.

Merungut.. kenape?

2009-02-18T11:34:00.002+08:00

Kenape kita suke merungut?? Kenape kita suke complaint?

Well.. This is my point of view.. Correct me if I'm wrong. I guess kita, manusia ni byk sangat kehendak kot.. n i think sometimes when we get things easily we become more demanding. bla dh jd demanding n bila xdpt apa yg biasa kita dpt, kita jd tak puas hati n that's when we start to complaint and merungut sana sini.

One more thing, maybe kita ni kureng nk besyukur kot.. Hmm.. It happens to everyone I guess. Allah dh pesan, when we received somethng good kita kene ckp Alhamdullilah. But if it's bad, we must say Innalillah. Tp kadang2 mcm takut je nk ckp Innalillah kn? maybe bcoz we often said it during kematian je.. n org kita mcm xberani nk sebut Innalillah kat sebarangan tmpat. Isn't is funny?

Sometimes I wonder, can we actually complaint after what Allah has given to us? Is it okay to do so?

I think somehow we have to remember that whatever we've got now was given by Him and sometimes we are the who has been asking for it so, whether it is good or bad, we still have to be thankful.

Hmm.. Scribble..scribble.. scribble..

2009-02-17T11:58:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

I think I have a new interest in life. Naah..I'm not talking about boyfriends here.. It's like things that I'd do besides working.. I've juz discovered that I actually like listening to other people's problem. And the challenging part is to deliver the solution. Some people I can juz do it easily coz maybe they are closer to me but some.. Hmm.. Err.. not that easy.. It's funny though.. I thought I would be bored listening to other's problem but it somehow turns out to be fun n a bit mind boggling.. (erk!)

maybe I should write a book on it.. Hmm.. Tp I'm not a good writer..huhu..

Suke yg sikit dan Duka yg banyak

2008-10-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. sorry la lama sgt xupdate.. PC buat hal..huhu.. Nk update kat kolej nnt mangkuk2 tu cek la plak..huhu.. So, terpaksalah stop jap. huhu..

Dua hari sebelum raya..
Aku terpaksa berkorban diri menjaga budak2 exam. Exam paper aku gak so, xblh nk bising ar.. Pas abis exam, masing2 dtg kat aku, "Teacha, Eid mubarak" aku sengih je. Dlm hati, "byk ko punye Eid mubarak?? Esok aku keje lg tau! huhu.." Nasib baik xpayah mengajar sbb kelas byk cancel, bdk2 nk blk kg.

Sehari sebelum raya..
Keluar rumah.. Jalan mcm lengang. Masuk Kl, jln still lengang. Tension. Waaa!!!! Kenape??? Masuk pagar kolej, dlm kete, "Depressed nyeeee!!!" Park kete. Masuk lobby, kakak receptionist awal2 dh cuti. Org melayu, aku ngan kak yuhana. Staff lain confuse je bila aku masuk kolej. Masing2 nganga. Aku senyum kambing yg kene pakse mandi. Selesai mark paper exam yg semalam, aku nganga sorg2 dlm bilik. Nk chatting, org xde. huhu.. Tension. Mintak half day. Xdapat. Alasan, it's your responsiblity to come to work. Bullshit! Bodoh punye Keli NG! (sebut: Kelly Eng). Smpai masa balik. Happy la ckit. Tetiba mak call, "Tih, baju raya xsiap!" Arrgh!! Bru nak happy2..huhu. Lari budget beli baju..

X rasa pun ke'best'an raya mcm dolu-dolu.

Raya baru ni aku balik kg. Bukan bongek daa.. hehe.. Balik T'ganu. First time aku drive jauh giler macam tu. Sepatutnye 7-hour journey tp bila aku drive jadi kali 2 plak..heheh.. Bkn sebab slow ke apa tp ngantuk..hehehe.. Nama je ada co-pilot yg bertauliah tp aku plak yg mcm xberani nk serahkan pesawat yg aku xbape nk sayang ni kat dia..heheh.. So, tepakselah aku bersengkang mata drive sorg2..huhu.. Lama dia mcm naik ketapi cuma xbegoyang2 je. huhu.

AL-FATIHAH

2008-10-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

Al-Fatihah

Buat Ayahanda Syima

Mohd Amin B. Ramly

yg telah pergi ke rahmatullah pd 14 Okt 2008.

Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama golongan-golongan yg beriman

Amiin..

Perkara-perkara yg boleh mengurangkan pahala puasa.

2008-09-16T06:16:00.003+08:00

There are several things yg boleh membuatkan ur pahala puasa ber'kureng'an seperti:

When u are stuck in a traffic jam in Ramadhan morning.
When u have tons of classes in 1 day.
When u have to wait for ur student for 1/2 hr.
When u have a non-caring, pretentious jerk as ur boss.
When u have almost 30 students in your class.
When the majority of ur students are Somalians.
When ur students talk back to you (mmg rasa nk pelempang 10kali).
When u're teaching Nigerians (male only- pas kelas mmg dahaga ar..)
When u're writing about things yg blh membuatkan pahala puasa ber'kureng'an (like rite now)

Convo

2008-09-09T06:42:00.001+08:00

Blabbering

2008-09-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadhan..

Actually, I'm kind of serabut right now. But I don't know what am I supposed to be serabut at.. I think the place where I work now is the main reason why I become like this.. To be honest, that place isn't that bad.. Coz people don't mess around with me except for this 1 annoying ***** (ba-ya-ta-cha-ha). I got fed up talking with her coz she doesn't know how to calm herself down and always wants to start yelling to people. If you look at her face, you'll know how stressful she is and she will transfer her stupid stress to other people so we will suffer like her.. I know I sound a bit bitter here but sometimes I just can't take it anymore! Everytime I picture her face in my mind I wish that I could just slap her! During my convocation, she called me from the damn office and start yelling! Since then, I will avoid seeing her and we hardly talk.

Huhuhu.. xbaik kan tulis mcm ni bulan2 puasa mcm ni? But again, this girl, doesn't fast coz she's not like us. Bak kata kak Yuhana, bakal menjadi 'kayu api' kat akhirat nnt. Puas hati.

Urgh!!

2008-09-05T22:17:00.001+08:00

Perlu ke?? I know.. I know.. It's Ramadhan and it's not nice to feel such way.. But can't help it. Maybe it's PMS.

Dlm hati: huhuhuhuhuhu....

Salam Buat Ramadhan alMubarak

2008-09-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

Salam to all!!
Sorry sbb dh lama tak update blog.. BUsy ckit and sometimes I'm just not in mood to write anything.

Hmm.. nothing much.. Aku dh CONVO!! Yeah!! Hehehe.. 25hb August aritu.. hehehe. Tp mcm kejap sangatla plak..heheh..

As usual, buhsan dh dgn tmpat keje skang. Menyampah tgk muka 'B***' huhu.. EEiiiii!!! Membencikan! Tp student mmg best. Dulu mcm tension je dgn student, skang ni enjoy plak mengajar dorang ni.. Hari2 jumpa aku dorg akan ckp, "Teacher, we miss u.." hehehe... Sweetkn? Tp xblh bagi muke sangat nanti lebih2 plak (mcm kes mongolia..huhu..).

Anyway, I've bought a new car.. Not exactly my dream car laa..huhu.. Naza Suria jerrrr.. Nk amik Swift gaji plak xmengizinkan.. Naza pun Naza laa.. Asal tak menyusahkan mak kene antar aku hari-hari g keje sudah..hehe.

Bulan-bulan puasa ni, selera aku menjadi semakin kreatif. Ade je bende pelik2 aku nk try makan. Bende yg dh lama xmakan tetiba rasa nk mkn la plak..huhu.. Aku pemakan yg 'hardcore'..huhu.. Sbb tu bdn xkurus2.. Waaa!!! Btw, dear cousins, our 'beloved' Wan ada kat rumah atih skang ni.. Klu rajin mai le.. tp jgn dtg dgn tangan kosong..hahahaha.. Beliau di 'eksport' khas dr BOngek yg 'bongek' sempena bulan Ramadhan atas sebab-sebab tertentu.. huhuhu.. Aku okey je beliau ada kat sini.. (ye ke, tih?) tp cian kat dia ar.. Bilik ayaq jauh.. Hari-hari beliau complain, "lutut den ni tak larat" heheh.. Nk buat caner wan.. Sabor je lah ek? hehe.. Aku rasa bila wan pulang nnt, mesti berat dia betambah..hahaha.. Mak kata, "dia dh tua, biar la dia nk rasa semua makanan yg ada".

Aku mcm dh tepakai baju raya tahun ni ar..huhuh..

Innalillahi WainnaIlaihiroji'un..

2008-03-25T14:55:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. Besar sungguh ujian Allah utk aku kali ni. Tp aku yakin, Tuhan uji kita sbb Dia sayang kita. Sbb Dia tahu kita mampu menempuhinya.. Takpe..takpe.. InsyaAllah aku akan tabah menghadapinya. Ye..yakin boleh! hehehe.. I'll try not to cry.. I have to be strong.. Atih kan kuat..hehehe.. InsyaAllah.. Doakan saye ye! hehe..

Kelmarin..

2008-03-12T15:16:00.002+08:00

Waaa!!! Nak nangis sangat nih!! I lost my handphone! Huhuhu.. Tensionnye! Tau ar gaji dh masuk..huhu.. Yg lg menyayat hati, tu handphone adik aku, Ain.. Waaa!! I think I drop it somewhere lepas turun dr kete..huhu.. Nasib baik mmg nak beli phone beru pun tapi kene beli extra plak laaaaaaa!!! Henpon bukannya seringgit dua, satu! Beratus2 ringgit..huhu.. Ain relax je handphone dia hilang.. Aku la yg kalut pikir mana nk cekau duit beli fon 1 lagi..huhu.. MEMBENCIKAN.. Atih si pelupa..

Smlam student kelas mlm aku share doa utk orang2 yg pelupa mcm aku ni. Dia ckp baca surah Ad-Dhuha sepuluh kali pas Maghrib or Subuh. Kalau kta tetiba terlupa something, blh terus baca. Kadang2 walaupun belum cukup 10 kali, Tuhan dh bagi petunjuk kat kita. InsyaAllah..

Bila pikir2 balik, ALhamdulillah aku dilahirkan sebagai org Islam. Apa2 je yg tak kene blh mintak direct je from Allah. Seronok kan? Tak payah nk ada apa2 perantaraan. Tulah privillege kita sebagai org Islam. Allah tu sayang sangat kat kita cuma kadang2 kite je yg lampi ckit. Asal ditimpa musibah je mula lah nk ckp 'life is unfair lah', 'life is cruel lah'.. Rasa nk sepak2 je org yg ckp mcm tu. Tak besyukur langsung! Kalau yg kafir Quraish ckp mcm tu tak kisah la ni orang Islam! Mmg nk kene terajang. Cuba fikir, bila kita ckp mcm tu, we're actually saying that God was being unfair. Padahal, Allah itu maha adil! Setengah orang yg terlebih panjang akal dia berpendapat, adil tu maksudnya equal. Everybody should be treated equally. Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan perlu diberi hak yg sama rata. Habis tu, kalau lelaki blh kawin 4, pompuan pun nak kawin 4 jugak? Mampu ke wahai wanita? Bengong. I just don't know what else to say coz some people refuse to listen. So, for those yang still rasa being justice means being treated equally, think again.

Anyway, CONGRATULATION to PAS, PKR and DAP. Yeah! Selangor jadi negeri PAS pasni.. Masyuuuk!! Hahaha.. Aku plak yg bedebar.. Hahaha..

I hope it's not too late..

2008-03-12T14:41:00.002+08:00

Al-Fatihah

Hajah Kalsom bt Abdul Rahman (Mak Ngah)

Yang telah pulang ke Rahmatullah pada 3 March 2007

Salam Takziah buat sepupu, Kak Lin, Kak Retna, Kak Fatma and Fir. Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yg beriman.

Amiin..

my melancholic week

2008-02-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

my melancholic week
It's stressful, tiring, tears dropping week
Worse!
It didn't drop like the rain,
It flows like the river
Just like the waterfall.

my melancholic week
Full of frustration and depression
Lingers in every corner of my heart
It poked, hit and remained
waiting for me to fall
to hit the floor
and crumple everything left in this heart.
I fell and nearly touch the floor.
I am saved
By faith.

my melancholic week
stressful, tiring, tears falling week
heart crumpling and stumbling.

my melancholic week
finally saved by faith
He reminds me to look for Him
He reminds me to seek for His help
He reminds me that I'm not alone
He reminds me that I should stand up
He reminds me that He loves us all
He reminds me about His test and might
He reminds me about His right and will
He reminds me about His promise

Peringatan buat yg masih bergelar student..

2008-01-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

Skang aku semakin rajin. Lebih rajin dari masa belajar dulu. I read more often now.. yelah nak pahamkan anak murid cikgunye kene la paham dulu baru boleh kelentong lebih2 ckit. Skang ni baru aku paham sangat2 apa yg cikgu2 and lecturer2 aku rasa dulu bila murid yg dia ajar tak paham2 or malas. Sebagai guru, seriously, aku xkisah kalau murid2 aku tak paham sebab aku akan try ajar sampai dorang paham. TAPI yang aku kisah sangat2 kalau murid tu sendiri MALAS nak paham or cuba paham. Bila kita mengajar kat depan tak mau dengar. Hish, rasa nak sekeh2 je org macam tu..huhu.. Bazir air lioq je! huhu.. Kadang2 aku confuse gak, memula dulu aku bukan main baik ngan student aku tapi lately, pantang salah sikit. Terus tinggi suara. Bila pikir balik, macam xbaik je buat centu. Sian gak kat dorang datang jauh2 dari Somalia, Korea, Chad, Mongolia pastu g kelas kene marah..huhu.. tak baiknye.. Aku rasa angin kus2 aku ni disebabkan PMS ni..huhu.. Dahla dorang tu xpandai, cikgu sorang lg plak memang garang, aku patutnye jadi cikgu yg xgarang. Taklah student tension blajar..huhu.. Apa2 pun aku nak ingat kan lah kat sesape yg baca blog ni n still begelar student, bacalah buku rajin2 kat rumah tu. Sianlah kat cikgu2 or lecturer2 korang.

One more thing yg aku xpuas ati. Asal member2 aku yg dah keje aku tgk makin kurus. Aku plak mcm makin mengembang..huhu.. Org cakap bila dah keje, badan makin kurus, aku macam tak je..huhuhu.. Org jugak ckp, bila kita dh penat keje, kita dah xlalu nk makan, aku mcm tak je..huhu.. Huhuhu.. Nak KURUS!!!! Nak jugak!!! NAK!!!!

Gomenasai..

2008-01-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

Gomenasai..hehehe.. Sorry.. Sbb lama dh tak update.. Busy laa.. Skang ni cikgu busy ckit..hehehe.

Pengalaman Cikgu Atih

2008-01-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Salam.. Sorry sbb lama xupdate.. Bukan apa sibuk ckit skang ni.. balik keje je trus melengkor..huhu.. 1st day masuk kelas mmg horror..huhuhu.. Anak murid aku sumer foreigner so susah ckit ar nak ajar English. Aku ajar level 1 n 2. Level 1 mmg mencabar kepala otak. Dorang ni mmg xbape paham English sangat jd susah betul nak ajar dorang sampai kene gune bahasa isyarat gak ar nak ajar abg2 dan kakak2 ni. It's very challenging n they're quite passive..huhuhu.. Level 2 plak kadang-kadang tu telebih active...huhu.. Penat gak nak ajar dorang tu. Ckit2 teacher, ckit2 teacher.. Bila ada yg main2 panggil tu rasa nak pelempang pun ada gak tp..Sabaaar..huhu..

Kadang-kadang tu kecian kat dorang ni especially yg dh level 2 tp still tekemut2 membaca xmcm kengkawan lain.. Esok aku akan bawak kamus bergambar yg aku dgn Ain dh buat. Harap2 dapatlah ckit sebanyak tolong dorang ni dr segi makna2 perkataan tu..

Hari ni(7hb) hari kedua, much better. Aku pun dh blh biasakn diri dgn abg2 n kakak2 tu..hehehe.. Lecturer2 kat tmpat aku pun ok2 xde yg sombong2.. (Alhamdulillah..). Senang hati gak ar keje kat situ.. Cuma yg xberapa best sbb aku ada kelas malam.. Hahahampeh..huhuhu.. Kene ajar budak2 LCCI.. Esok(8hb) bru start. Doakan saye ye!

Btw, 1 bende yg aku sendiri xpercaya, aku suruh abg2 n kakak2 tu panggil aku teacher or Miss Siti.. Wakakaka.. Menyampah I, nyah.. heheh.. Sbb memikirkan susah nar dorang nak menyebut Miss Fatihah aku pun pendekkanlah kpd bhgn nama aku yg aku xbape suke tu..huhuhu..

Oklah, cikgu Atih mau titun.. Esok kene bgn awal..huhu.. Chaiyuk, Atih lause!! Chaiyuk! kikikiki..

p.s, Isnin jln jem..

Check out my Slide Show!

2008-01-01T22:28:00.001+08:00

Mak pesan utk Atih

2008-01-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Mak pesan, kita kene keje kerja kerana Allah ta'ala. Bila dah pasang niat mcm tu mudah2an Allah akan permudahkn kerje2 kita. InsyaAllah.. Lagi satu, mak ckp bila dh dpt gaji nnt jgn lupa bayar zakat harta. InsyaAllah.. Terima kasih mak..

Alhamdulillah..

2007-12-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.. Hari ni secara officialnye aku menamatkan aktiviti memburu pekerjaan (job hunting) coz i've been accepted to be one of the lecturer in RIMA College. Huhuhu..boleh ke ni? Baru td g interview.. Alhamdulillah.. Semuanya berjalan dgn lancar. Harap-harap everything would run smoothly.. Takutlaa..huhu.. Pas abis interview td org tu ckp "I appreciate your confidence", Huhuhu..Semua tu hanyalah lakonan semata-mata.. Tipu belaka.. huhuhu..

Aku start keje 2hb ni. I really hope everything would be ok. I hope I'll get some friendly colleagues, and nice new friends. Most importantly, I hope my students will respect me and love me..hehehe.. Kawan-kawan, pray for me, pleeeeeeaase..huhuhu..

Balik Kampung..

2007-12-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, 25th december, aku blk kg. Bukan Bongek tp Laklok, Besut, Terengganu. Saje je. Mak nak balik raye aji aritu tapi Cik Bah plak melanda.. So terbantut la kejap. Tp esok aku, Mak and Izhar je yg balik.. Kitorg naik bas ekspress..hehehe.. Kira ni 1st time ar aku naik bas express selain bas yg dlm UIA tu..hehehe. Doakan kami selamat dlm perjalanan pergi dan balik ek.. Amiin..

Uweeeekk!!!

2007-12-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

Sometimes people make me sick!! Uweeeeekkkk!!! huhuhu..

Jahatnye atih.. hehehe..

Salam Aidiladha n Happy Birthday!

2007-12-20T11:37:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, little Omar!! hehehe.. It's our same day birthday!! Happy Birthday to me too!! kuikuikui.. I wish you all the Happiness and Loves in the world! Semoga Omar bertambah2 cute dan menawan.. Just like ME!! kihkihkih..

& not to forget Selamat Menyambut Aidiladha.. Serta selamat menjalankan ibadah korban..

Teman Sepermainan

2007-12-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

Smlm, aku g kenduri kawen. Anak jiran kat rumah kawen..Abg Hafis. He probably won't remember me coz dulu ktorg ngaji sesama kat rumah Pakcik Fauzi tp time tu aku kecik lg bru 5 tahun. So tak heranlah kalau dia tak ingat..hehehe..

Tp aku nak citer ni bkn pasal dia. Aku nak citer pasal teman2 sepermainan aku masa kecik dulu smpailah aku form4 centu.. Sbb pastu aku pindah rumah. Masa kecik dulu, kwn2 rapat aku ada 5 org. Yanti or Iryanti, Alan or Azlan, Syazwan adn adik dia sakinah and Yon or Ehsan. Ktorang 6 sekawan main mcm masa kecik2 dulu.. Masak2 lah.. Bola sepak lah.. Yg paling best main tuju selipar..hehehe.. Tp tu sumer hanya tinggal kenanagan. Skang sumer dh besar2.. Ada yang dh nak kawen pun..huhu.. tp hopefully, dpt gather balik member2 lama ni.. Maybe for a small reunion party..

Rindu ar kat dorang ni sumer. Smalam g kenduri baru jumpa Sakinah sorg..hehehe.. Guys, if you're reading this, contact ar aku.. Kita boleh hang out sesama..huhu.. Windu ar..

I Miss You, You and You..huhu..

2007-12-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Huhu.. I miss my friends.. My phatkingdom buddies; Anem, Amrah, Syima, Mar..huhu.. I miss my pals.. Asma', Ada kecik, Cik Tim!, Amani, Iza, Phyd, Kerun, Fina..huhu.. I miss my roomies.. Huda, Aishah, Ira, Kak Jue, Surz, Kak Nida.. I miss org yg kat Dublin sana..Waa!! Rindulah kat Abg Epan and Adik Dalili..huhu.. My cuzs, Cik Joyah and others..huhu.. Aku rindu jugak kat my ehem ehem sayang.. hehehe.. Yg tgh berjuang kat UIA lg.. (xpe..jgn risau saya setia kat sini..huhu..) I can't believe I'm saying this, I miss my favourite guys too walaupun diorang ni teramatlah sengal.. Adi, Bob, Kaba, and Agil..huhu. To make it short, I miss you, you, you,you, you, you, you and you.. Everyone lah!

Salam...

2007-12-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

Salam..
Bertemu lg kita.. Alhamdulillah..hehehe.
Lama dah rasanya xbelek blog sendiri.. Sebenornye bukan apa.. Aku xtau nak tulih apa.. Tp bila dah busy menganggur kat rumah ni byk plak ilham2 yg datang.. Kebusy-an aku menganggur ni pun sumber ilham utk entry kali ni gak..hehe..

Aku rasa mesti ramai gak yg setuju kalau aku cakap antara aktiviti2 org menganggur adalah mencari keje.. (tu mmg dah jd kewajipan). 1 lg, membesarkan organ2 dalaman hingga nmpk di luaran.. Kadang2 ada jugak yg telebih aktif dlm aktiviti ni tp kesihatan kene jaga beb.. Jgn sampai tersumbat saluran darah tu, kang xsempat nak masuk keje..huhu.. Antara aktiviti lain yg turut dilakukan ialah bekerja separuh masa.. nak dapat pengalaman la kunun2 huhu.. Dan aku rasa aktiviti yg paling popular di kalangan penganggur2 termasuklah aku skali ialah, bekerja sebagai buruh sepenuh masa di rumah sendiri. Stengah org suke menggelarkan diri mereka maid, org gaji atau pun bibik. Jd buruh kat rumah ni ada job scope dia yg tersendiri gak.. Ada yg keje jd driver mak bapak je, ada yg jaga anak jiran atau pun anak kakak (nama glamour baby sitter), ada gak yg jd tukang kebun (maklumlah amik landscape architechture masa tgh blajar dulu). Aku ni jatuh dlm kategori maid gak ar.. cuma aku blh multitasking buat keje2 opis..hehehe.

Selain jd maid yg xberapa nak rajin, aku juga turut menyediakan perkhidmatan YM-yahoo messengger. Dimana aku akan melayan mereke2 yg buhsan and asyik nganga je kat opis (bak kata zarin). Ofis hour aku dlm kul 10 centu, nnt ada lah pelanggan2 yg akan mem-buzz aku..huhu..hehe.. So far aku dah ada 1 pelanggan tetap.. Penganggur2 yang seangkatan pun turut melanggan perkhidmatan aku.. So, for those of you out there yg turut nganga semasa bekerja, jgn segan silu menjadi pelanggan saya.. add je, atih2012@yahoo.com diulang atih2012@yahoo.com. BUT don't forget tu identify yourself! I tak layan strangers you.. hehe.. Ingat tuh!

Ha! kan aku cakap aku ni blh multitasking, aku juga selalu menjadi pengiring Bonda ke majlis2 keramaian a.k.a. kenduri kawen. Sbb dah bosan dok kat rumah so, aku pun mengembangkn sayap ke majlis kenduri kendara orang.. Agak2 terase nak makan nasi minyak, aku escort ar Mak g kenduri..hehe.. Seronok gak, dapat tgk perspektif baru..heheh.. So far, lauk kenduri yg paling enak ialah kenduri baru2 ni kat kg. Pergh!! lauk dia.. terbaik siooot.. Gulai cili api daging kerbau, FRESH!! Oleh kerana ari tu kami sampai lambat kat kenduri tu, aku pun mengambil kesempatan menambah2 lauk tersebut..hehehe.. Lg best sbb dpt tapau bawak balik.. (Org kek Dublin tu mesti melelehkan air liur bila baca..Ahahaha!) Sedaaaap.. hehehe.

Bg org yang celik IT plak, kesibukkan menganggur ni tidak menghalang mereka dr menaik taraf diorang punya blog, site friendster, my space and etc. Time mcm ni lah bru nak hantar comment kat member2 friendster (aku la tu), nak edit2 profile friendster, myspace, facebook, multiply, etc. Aku ni xdelah celik mana pun.. Ckit2 boleh laa..

p/s:Hmm..Kalau ikut kan sibuk gak org menganggur ni.. hehehe..
p/s:Kpd Tengku Akrami, Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji.. Semoga dikurniakan haji yg mabrur.. Dan semoga selamat pulang ke Tanah air nnt.. Amiin..

Kampungku Bongek

2007-08-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

I have this habit calling people 'bongek'.. Kalu orang suke usik2 aku, i'll say this, "Bongek ar ko.." hehehe.. and I do realized that my kampung's name is Bongek. Wynn ckp best ar nama kampung ko.. Aku boleh gelak je.. Aku ingat lagi, ada skali tu time raya, my cousin, Ilah and I siap ambik gambar lagi kat signboard besar tepi jalan. Ilah nak tunjuk kat member2 dia yang gelakkan nama kampung kitorang. It proved that nama tu diiktiraf oleh kerajaan Malaysia walaupun dia.. bongek. FYI, Bongek ni kat Rembau, Negeri Sembilan. Kalau bukan orang negori yang tanya aku, kampung aku kat mana, aku jawab, "Rembau". Kalau dia jawab, "Oo..Rembau ke.. Rembau kek mano?". Baru aku jawab, "Kek Bongek". mesti pelikkan nape tetiba buat entry pasal ni, sebab aku baru je panggil member aku "bongek" hehe.. Pastu dia cakap bongek tu nama kampung kat negeri sembilan la.. Aku gelak, aku cakap, "Tu nama kampung aku laa.."

Sweet seduction??

2007-08-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

Salam, dear readers..
Jgn salah faham. Nama blog aku ni bukannya 'sweet seduction' tu..huhu.. blog ni asyik tukar2 je nama dia.. Title 'sweet seduction' tu dtg skali dgn blog skin yang aku download..huhu.. Jangan salah paham ye..hehehe.. I'm still searching for a name for this blog.. selagi xjumpa nama yang sesuai, selagi tulah aku malas nak tukar nama yang terpampang kat window blog ni..hehehe.. Any suggestion??

PC Baru

2007-07-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

Sorry lama xmemblog..hehe.. Maybe after this boleh tulis banyak entries coz i've got a brand new PC. Thank you to encik imran kerana berjaya 'membina' sebuah pc yang best sangat for me.. hehehe.. Thanks, dear..

Unfortunately, this week still busy.. huhu.. dengan programs and assignments.. Penat ar..

Can hardly wait!!

2007-06-28T10:22:00.000+08:00

I can hardly wait..hehehe.. tak sabarnye nak jumpa member2 lama.. Khadijah (she has 2 children now), Alin (a daughter), Aslinah, Atul and Mahirah! Huhu..tak sabar sangat.. This Saturday! I want to ask them a lots of things.. like how was it being married? is it fun? how's life? how's work? how's everything?? hehehe.. Dah lamanye tak jumpa each other agak2 dah 2 years kot.. Khadijah plak dah 6 tahun tak jumpa..huhu. Really miss u guys..

Unfortunately, because of this gathering I missed the chance to go to my friend's wedding..huhu.. Nadia, Sorry sangat.. nanti Atih pas wedding present kat sesape ek.. with my hand made wedding card..hehehe.. If you're reading this, I just want to say, Selamat Pengantin Baru.. Semoga Nadia and Ahmad berbahagia hingga akhir hayat.. Semoga Nadia menjadi isteri yang solehah and Ibu yang mithali.. InsyaAllah.. I'm really sorry I couldn't attend for both sides.. Sorry sangat.. I will pray for your hapiness.. bila dah dapat baby jangan lupa bagitau ek..hehe..

Grad, UIA, Member.

2007-06-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

Time: couldn't remember the exact time. Pas abis exam SOQ (Science of Quran), 5pm kot.

Venue: HS cafe (port benl)

Bob: Ko bukan dah grad ke? Nape ada kat cni lagi?

Me: Aku belum grad ar.. Aku baru abis paper SOQ

Bob: Ko dah grad ar.. (sambil tesengih2)

Me: (Dahi bekerut) Apahal?? Aku belum grad ar.. sem depan aku grad ar..

Bob: Mana boleh.. Member2 ko, Amrah, Syima sumer dah grad.. hehehehe (gelak jahat)

Me: Weh! Aku ada Adda dgn yang lain2 lagi..

Bob: Adda klik (geng) lain.. hehehe..

Huhuhu...menyirapnyeeee!!! Bila pikir balik, sedih gak.. Tapi aku still ada Adda, Sal, n Amani sumer.. tapi still sedih.. No more Kerun.. Anem roomate aku 2tahun and Iza.. Syima, Mar, Amrah dah 2bulan 3bulan lebih tinggalkan aku..huhu.. Tapi nak grad nanti mcm sedih plak.. Sedih nak tinggalkan life kat UIA. Selain dari suke menyaman orang and menyusahkan warga emas mcm aku ni kene pindah sana pindah sini, UIA ni sebenarnya best gak.. Tempat tinggal best je.. Makan? Not bad gak.. Cuma kene pandai cari.. Tomyam, telur bungkus, daging merah yg best ada kat Sumaiyyah, sms je kakak cafe tu. Nasi goreng sardin kat Econs, Nasi goreng mamak kat Faruq, Lauk pauk yang best dan murah, Uthman. Lauk pauk yang best tapi mahal ckit, kat Ameenah. Waffle, Ameenah. Yong Taufu, Nusaibah. Burger paling best kat Ameenah. Chicken Chop murah, Uthman.. Mee Goreng basah, Kuey Teow, Kuey Teow pataya yang sedap, kat Atlet, HS cafe.. kan banyak tu..hehehe..

Bila buat program pun seronok gak kat UIA ni.. Even though susah sangat nak deal dengan STAD or CCAC whatever.. tapi still seronok.. Proposal kene reject, budget tak aprove, poster kene sabotage, surat layang, kata2 orang yang menyakitkan hati are all part of the excitement.
Kalau takde bende2 ni macam tak lengkap plak buat program kat UIA. Program yang paling best I ever joined was Kenyalang '06. Terbaik! hehehe.. Yang buatkan dia lagi best, program ni program member2.. The 40 of us are like family.. and kita susah senang sama-sama.. Nantilah siter pasal Kenyalang. Kalau citer skang, sampai esok pun tak abis..hehehe..

Kat UIA gak aku jumpa sorang mamat ni.. jengjengjeng.. hehehe.. Yelah.. he's my boyfriend..huhuhu.. *wink* Kenal dia thru my friend.. and honestly I have a crush (a huge one) over this *friend of mine.. (*nama dirahsiakan untuk keselamatan diri). Tapi sape suruh dia tegila-gilakan orang lain..kan aku dah syok kat member dia..hehehe.. And Thank God for that..hehehe.. Alamak.. dah lewat kene gi tempat lain! GTG. Nanti2 kita citer lagi..hehehe..

Assalamualaikum..

2007-06-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Hehehe...windu! windu! windu laaaaa!!! Kengkawan.. SO SORRY.. lama tak update blog..huhuhu.. Kak Eda...Sorry gak.. Kak Na.. Sorry gak..hehehe.. Hmm..Busy sangat laa xde masa nak g cc. Gomenasai!

Why don't U guys bg cadangan nak tulis apa.. Tak tau ar nak tulih apa..huhu.. Just tell me what do you wanna know and want me to write about. and I'll consider the topic and maybe write sumthing about it..hehehe (kalau boleh janganla paneh2 hot2 sangat.. Cheq segan laa (double meaning).

Bestfriend OR 'Bestfriend'

2006-06-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

Frankly speaking, I have no bestfriend or 'bestfriend'. Bestfriend kat cni refers to kawan baik while 'bestfriend' is the opposite of 'kawan baik' or in other word, orang yang tak disenangi. Oklah...'bestfriend' tu ada lah gak kadang-kadang...biassalah manusia... ade je yang tak kene sana-sini.. Tapi klu bestfriend, aku betul-betul takde. Ada sorang ar waktu kat skolah dulu tapi pasal dah lama tak contact aku pun dah tak tau status ktorang macam mana..heheh.

Close friend, ramai. Ramai je member-member yang rapat ngan aku tapi seorang pun bukan bestfriend. Senang cakap buat masa ni takde lagi yang sesuai. Bagi yang membaca blog ni, harap-harap janganlah ada yang kecil hati... Sekian.

Ceramah dr Ibu

2006-05-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

Mak pesan semalam, pas solat kene angkat tangan doa mintak dapat jodoh yang baik, beriman, soleh, boleh bimbing keluarga and tambahan 1 lagi, kalau boleh umur biar tua sikit... rasa-rasanya ciri-ciri yang awal-awal tu ada pada si dia tapi tang umur tu...heheh... Susah ar... Camner nak explain ni... Mak cakap seelok-eloknya la... tapi aku paham macam mesti je...Alaa...susah ar...

Dah genap dah...heheh

2006-04-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

Dah genap dah...

22/03/06 - 02/04/06... Dah genap 10 hari aku mengakhiri zaman scandal aku. Heheh... tak sia-sia aku melabur prepaid selama...tambah tolak, ade laa dalam 3bln lebih... Sape kata simpan duit kat bank je kita melabur untuk masa depan? Ni kira melabur untuk 'masa depan' gak ni.

I would like to thank all my dear friends for supporting me... from day 1 till today... Thanks, you guys!! Please pray for me and 'I****'...pray that our relationship will last forever... Dah penat nak melabur...and rasanya dah tak berapa muda untuk start scandal baru...

Al - Usrati

2006-03-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

Al-Usrati

Literally it means My family and technically it means My family gak. Hmm... dah sebulan dah... Babah aku patah kaki, Yana, adik aku diagnosed kanser and yang lain-lain seperti biasa and mak, kene buat extra kerja. Kesian Mak, kene bekejar-kejar kesana sini. Layan Babah, Izhar punya karenah, Ubat-ubatan Yana. Sorry mak...Atih tak dapat tolong Mak... Pernah sekali kitorang 'bankrupt' pasal Babah belum dapat gaji and duit pencen Mak dah habis digunakan. Nasib baik baru-baru ni aku baru dapat 'durian runtuh' alaa...business kecil-kecilan..bolehlaa..
Tapi tak boleh guna secara 'lagha'nya pasal tulah elaun aku minggu ni.. Baru tadi Babah call tanya PeTiPuTipuaN dah masuk ke belum, aku jawab belum lagi... Lambat lagila aku jadi orang kaya baru...

Hari ni semuanya dah bertambah ok. Babah dah boleh drive walaupun masih jalan bertongkat and Yana stay off campus pasal kene berubat kat umah. O, Izhar kene antar gi Qiamulail heheh... tak sabar nak balik umah nak sakat budak tuh! Fakrul? Kat asrama ntah apa ank jadi ngan budak sorang tu.. Ain? Dia boleh dikategorikan sebagai anak yang 'agak' cemerlang ar.. selepas Yana. Aku? Cam nie jelah, kat kampus tengah pening-pening kepala nak siapkan term papers....argh!!! Dah bosan belajar sebenarnya!

Aduh Normala...

2006-03-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

Aduh Normala...

Huhu...
Sampai hati kau
Perlakukan kami sebegini rupa
Sungguh kami tak sangka
Sungguh kami tak menyangka
Dari Edward and Pia
Hingga Geology of Malaysia
Kami masih lagi tak dapat meneka
Apa yang bermain diminda
Apa yang dipinta
Apa yang nak dikata
Aduh Normala
Tidak kami sangka
Final dah nak bermula
Tapi kelas masih seperti biasa
Aduh Normala
Bukalah mata
Pasanglah telinga
Kami dah mengata-ngata
Dah bermacam-macam prasangka
Tentang dirimu
Aduh Normala...

Akhirnya!

2006-01-31T00:13:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...
akhirnya anak sultan selayang muncul kembali hehehe.... Selamat Tahun Baru!! aku tau..aku tau.. lewat sebulan tapi masih belum terlewat untuk aku ucapkan Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru...kelendar Islam daa...

hmm.. dah lama gak rupanya tak update blog.. ntah-ntah orang pun dah malas nak bukak blog aku... hmm? tak kisah pun..

latest updates:
1) aku dah 3rd year. - yeay!!!
2) tak sabar nak grad, nak kawen...- hehe... special attention to one particular person, aku setia menunggu ko...
3) masih busy...-theatre club, atomic jaya (this project is the pain in the neck!sick of it), kenyalang (yeehaa! sarawak here i come!).
4) sibuk berscandal-ni yang amrah tak puas hati ni..every sem ek, amrah?
5) masalah menimbun-alamak! ni sesapa pun tak boleh tolong... Hanya Tuhan yang Maha Mengetahui.
6) dah beberapa kali emotional breakdown - TENSION! keje, assignment, exam.. member (kekadang)
7) midterm - latest, pas midbreak. huhu tapi tak sure bila...baru check tadi..
8) bf? - masih belum ada... salah satu cara aku mempromote diri.. kuikuikui!!
9) sengal- latest word yang hangat digunakan skang... introduced by syima pada tahun 2005. lekat sampai skang.
10) adik-beradik sengal-takde kaitan pun.. saje nak bagi cukup list sampai 10. tapi comel-comel belaka. hehe...

Sekian, terima kasih.

Lupe, hari tu gi tengok Baik Punya Cilok ngan amrah and the favorite guys (note the 's'). Gelak sampai keluar air mata....kelakar yang amat sangat!! nasib baik tengok ngan bebudak ni, so, tak segan silu nak gelak sampai pecah perut! Buli Balik tak tau lagi...

macam-macam 2

2005-10-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

for the past few weeks macam-macam perasaan aku rasa...coz there is so many things going on around me. some involving me directly and some are not. Ake kecewa...aku jealous...aku sedih...aku terkejut... aku seronok... aku kecewa kembali... aku terasa hati... aku sedih...my latest mood.... i'm sad...after receiving one message from the person who i believe such thought would never came out from her mind... All I can say is, how could you. Then later i've decided to give up..let it be...just let it go... I'll be happy if everyone is happy... So, takpelah! at least i'm not putting any hope on myself. I think this is not the first time I 'sacrifice' for others, takpelaa.. dah biasa..

Congratulations!!!!

2005-09-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

Congrats, Kak Eda & Abang Ramli!!!! For their new born baby gurl... wooohooo!!!! Aku lah orang pertama yang dapat tangkap gambar si kecik ni... Bestnye.. dah dapat si Epan (Irfan Haikal-nie bukan nama novel tau! ni nama anak sedara aku), dapat baby gurl pulak. Epan jangan nakal-nakal tau! Epan dah jadi abang long..hehehe...

Macam-macam

2005-09-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

Pagi tadi, mak call. Aku tengah mandi kelam-kabut nak gi kelas, tak sempat nak jawab. Sekali lagi mak call, kali ni aku tengah nak pakai tudung tapi sempat jawab phone. Sebelum mak call skali lagi tu aku terpikir gak, asal mak call pagi-pagi ni? Ada berita buruk ke? Aku jadi takut.
Aku jawab panggilan mak. Nasib baik takde any bad news. Cuma bad news for my lil' sis,hehe... baju raya dia-yang baru siap tempah-yang aku bekenan sangat-sangat, HILANG. Mak cakap, ada orang curi pasal dia tetinggal kain curi yang lain. Lagipun dah lama dia dok perhati baju-baju rumah jiran aku. Aku, tekejut pun ada, nak gelak pun ada, bengang lagi ada. Tekejut pasal first time ada kes macam ni jadi kat family aku, ada gak ek, orang nak curi baju kurung. Aku biasa tengok anime jepun, orang curi bra and panties je...hahahaha.. Nak gelak pasal....entah! Tapi aku rasa nak gelak laa... Bengang pasal aku pun muat gak pakai baju adik aku tu!!! Bongok punya pencuri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bongooooooookkkkkkkk!!!!! AAAAAAaaaaaAAAaaaAA!!!! Geram tul la!!! Mak aku cakap dia bukan curi untuk pakai tapi untuk dijual. Haa!!! Maka, sesungguhnya HARAM lah duit hasil jualan tu nanti... PUAS HATI! PADAN MUKA KO PENCURI! Aku ngan adik aku akan tuntut baju tu kat akhirat nanti...hehehee.. Kesian gak kat adik aku, dia yang pilih kain tu kononnya nak pakai baju merah untuk raya. Aku tanya mak, Ain cam mana? Mak cakap dia pun gelak je.. Eleh! dia tu sebenarnya tekilan gak tuh! Saje tak nak tunjuk depan mak aku.. Mak aku? Lagi sepuluh kali tekilan...Hmmm nak buat cam ner ek...

Aku baru habis kelas Islamic Aqidah, kesian kat ustazah tu, aku temenguap-nguap dalam kelas dia tadi. Tapi bila dengar satu fact yang dia bagitau tadi aku terus terbehenti menguap. Selama ni, aku rasa benda tu agak baru dan jarang terjadi atau dibuat oleh perempuan-perempuan. Aku rasa cuma aku ngan geng-geng aku je yang buat perangai cam tu rupanya baru aku tahu ianya FITRAH heheeheh... Suke betul aku dengar ustazah explain tadi. Ustazah aku cakap, it's normal for us (girls, women, she,her, female) to get attracted with handsome or good looking man. Zaman Nabi Yusuf dulu, becuase of his 'handsomeness' he was imprisoned by Siti Zulaika, who's crazy about him. Ustazah cakap, benda tu NATURAL hehehe... Jadi benda yang aku selama ni dok buat, tak lah betul dan tak lah salah...aku rasa HARUS kot..hmmm. Tapi.... tak boleh syok sangat tengok lelaki handsome...Bak kata ustazah, "we still have to recite Astaghfirullah" tapi aku rasa tak salah kalau cakap Alhamdulillah keatas 'nikmat' yang diberi...hehehe...

Hmm nampaknya hajat aku untuk makan chicken chop untuk berbuka terpaksa ditangguhkan lagi... Kene teman cik emma gi jumpa mak dia... tak kisah pun esok aku puasa lagi. Yelah, aku ganti puasa macam buat assignment gak, last minute.

1st entry of the month

2005-09-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

hi! Assalamualaikum...
hmmm... looks like this is my 1st entry for this month.. as you can see, i've change my look. it took me one hour to upgrade my looks. huhu... pink? i myself can't believe that i had choose this color coz my color is normally red...but after lot os thinking i've decided to choose pink and black. why? black, bcoz it is easier to match with anything that i paste, and pink coz i guess it's time to change...heheh...that's all i guess..chow!!

p/s: can't wait till next week! i'm going out with my favourite guys...heeheheh!! rezeki jangan ditolak

Who Cathes Your Eyes?

2005-08-31T14:14:00.000+08:00

fatihah, your crush is the Boy Next Door
(Quiz from Tickle.com)

Whoever said nice guys finish last was wrong. Whether he lives next door or across town, an honest and hunky hottie will win the heart of a sweet thing like you. You've got your eyes open for a good guy who's responsible and trustworthy. The kind who'll call when he says he will, make you mix CDs, take you out to the movies (and always offer to pay), and treat you like gold — as any guy should!Nice doesn't have to mean boring, after all. You and your crush will have loads of fun whether you're goofing around at the mall, tearing it up on the dance floor, renting a movie, or sharing a romantic walk. Now that'll get the neighbors talking!

Congrats to all and Good Luck for me

2005-08-31T14:01:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to Ezrin and Scott for the birth of your new relationship!! wooohoo!! i'm glad that Me and Syima were among the first two who recieved the good news. hmm...And Double Congrats to Syazli for the award, "Pelakon Lelaki Harapan PTS 2005" and for the same reason as Ezrin and Scott. Oh! before I forget, Congatulation too to Dianne, crews and casts of Hungry Ghost, for the award of "Teater Inggeris Terbaik"

Hmmm...everyone is happy... someone is 'extra' happy...and aku tumpang happy for them. Honestly, sedih gak lah... yelah... semua dah sibuk berpasang-pasangan... kalau duduk skali pun sibuk bercerita about pasangan masing-masing... aku lak terpinga-pinga mendengar cerita mereka sambil memberi nasihat-nasihat yang konon-kononnya boleh membantu diorang...huhu. Hmmm nampaknya aku kena berusaha lebih untuk duduk setaraf ngan diorang...huhu Gambatte, atih-chan!!! Maybe this is a lesson from God coz of my choosiness, pickiness and memilih'ness'. Kalau dulu aku hanya memangdang rupa tapi perangai yang ntah apa-apa tapi sekarang aku lebih memandang 'rupa' dalaman tapi kalau dapat yang luaran ok, it's a bonus! All I need to do is to be patient and check balik diri sendiri..

Masihkah Kau Ingat by Kopratasa

2005-08-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

Masihkah kau ingat
Pada waktu itu
Sekuntum bunga mekar
Kuselit ke rambutmu

Masihkah kau ingat
Ia menjadi mimpi
Dan menjadi rindu
Masihkah kau ingat

Masihkah kau ingat
Kita berlari-lari
Dikaki langit
Mencari pelangi

Lalu hujan turun
Kita basah bersama
Masihkah kau ingat...
Masihkah kau ingat...

Masihkah kau ingat
Sekuntum bunga itu
Ditapak tangan ini
Ia menjadi layu

Lalu kugenggam
Ia menjadi debu
Masihkah kau ingat...
Masihkah kau ingat...

Masihkah kau ingat
Kita berlari-lari
Dikaki langit
Mencari pelangi

Lalu hujan turun
Kita basah bersama
Masihkah kau ingat...
Masihkah kau ingat...

Sehari telah berlalu...

2005-08-22T10:26:00.000+08:00

Hari ni, hari Isnin. Kalau ikutkan ada practice malam ni. Tapi segalanya dah berakhir Sabtu lalu. Semua orang tanya, "So, how was it?" "Macam mana teater ari tu?" "Sape menang?" "How's your theatre?". Jawapan yang aku berani bagi setakat ni, "OKlaa... Aku puas hati dengan play kali ni." tak berani aku nak cakap bebanyak. Aku tak reti pun. Karang ada yang kata aku perasan bagus, overconfident, and macam-macam lagi lah... mulut orang, kita tak boleh nak kawal.

Perasaan aku lepas habis play ni, agak legalaa. Kurang satu beban. Tapi....sedih pun ada jugak. Sedih sebab semuanya hanya tinggal kenangan... Aku nie sentimental orang nyaa... sensitive pun ada gak... Kalau dulu every night practice sambil bergelak ketawa dengan telatah masing-masing, kini, aku hanya boleh tersenyum sendiri bila teringat kenangan lalu... mengalir jugak lah air mata...heheh...

Banyak lagi yang aku nak luahkan tapi tadi baru Amrah call ajak makan. Aku pun memang dah lapar..huhu... Till next time, Chiow!!

Al-Fatihah

2005-08-21T14:33:00.000+08:00

Takziah buat sahabatku Hanim Mohd Ismail diatas pemergian ibu saudaranya (aku panggil mak long). Mak long baru sahaja menghembuskan nafas terakhir pada 21hb Ogos 2005.

"Sesungguhnya dari Dia kita datang dan kepada Dia juga kita kembali"

Al-Fatihah...

Dah nak grad dah???

2005-08-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now... He's graduating this semester?!! Aku confident giler ingat dia grad next sem!!! Memanglah skarang ni dah takde apa-apa tapi... although sometimes he can be a pain in the neck, he's still something for me... Nape cepat sangat???? Kenapa???????!!!! It's like loosing a brother...huhu...

I'm Pocahontas! hehee...

2005-08-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

Which Disney heroine are you? Find out @ star-girl.org!

Aku cuma membetulkan apa yang aku rasa salah

2005-08-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

Baru-baru ni aku baca buletin dalam 'Friendster' yang bertajuk "MAWI CRAP". Dah banyak aku dapat, dalam e-mail pun ada orang forward-forward kan. Artikel yang aku baca dalam friendster bukanlah dikarang sendiri tapi ni artikel forward-forward.

Mula-mula baca aku gelak lah jugak! Dalam hati, "pandai jugak diorang ni berhujah! siap bagi bukti-bukti yang memebuatkan peminat-peminat Mawi AF 3 terdiam". Tapi bila difikirkan semula, aku rasa tak patut pulak diorang ni tulis benda-benda macam tu dan sebar-sebarkan pulak pada umum. Aku bukan peminat Mawi tapi secara jujurnya aku berterust-terang yang aku memang minat AF. Dan aku BUKAN cuba untuk membela Mawi. Aku cuma ingin menegur pengarang 'MAWI CRAP' dan orang-orang yang men'forward' kan mesej tersebut. Anda tak rasa ke perbuatan anda itu sebenarnya mengaibkan insan bernama Mawi? Anda tak fikir ke balasan Allah ta'ala bila kita mengaibkan orang? Anda tak fikir ke bukan Mawi seorang je Qari dalam Malaysia ni?Hanya kerana ada pihak yang menyiarkan tentang latar belakang Mawi, seorang Qari. Bukan ke ramai lagi orang-orang yang bersekolah agama mahupun yang belajar di institusi agama yang perangainya lebih teruk dari itu. Jangan kata lelaki, perempuan pun sama je. Cuba anda semua fikirkan. Think out of the box. Jangan sempitkan fikiran kita. Saya rasa ramai lagi yang lebih teruk dari Mawi. Ada je orang Islam yang terkinja-kinja di kelab-kelab malam! Ada je orang-orang Islam yang hanyut dengan najis dadah! Ada je orang Islam yang meneguk arak seumpama meneguk air! Ada je orang Islam lain yang menyanyi merangkul berpuluh-puluh anugerah?! Kenapa mesti tertumpu kepada Mawi seorang? Hanya kerana dia seorang Qari? Dalam surah An-Nur: 30, memang Allah menyuruh kita menyuruh kita menjaga pandangan, tapi setahu aku, Allah taklah pulak kata hanya Qari je yang perlu menjaga pandangan. Allah tak kata hanya Qari yang bernama Mawi sahaja yang perlu menjaga pandangan?! Setahu saya, kebanyakkan penyanyi-penyanyi tanah air kita ni, melayu yang beragama Islam. Majoritinya perempuan. Pakaian terdedah sana, terdedah sini, takde pulak orang forward kan mesej-mesej layang ni. Oh! baru saya teringat, mungkin sebab mereka BUKAN Qari kut??? Pada pendapat aku, keputusan Mawi untuk menyertai AF3 adalah urusan dia dengan Allah Ta'ala. Kita tak ada hak nak kutuk-kutuk apa yang dia buat. Memang ada perkara-perkara yang dia lakukan agak tidak menyenangkan tapi bukan dia sahaja orang Islam yang menyertai program ni. Ada je yang secara rela berpengang-pegangan tangan, tak ada pulak orang yang kutuk? Mungkin sebab mereka bukan Qari kut?? Bagi aku, sebelum kita sibuk mengata tentang hal orang, lebih baik kita 'check' dulu diri kita. Cuba perbaiki kelemahan diri kita sebelum kita mengata, mengutuk atau mencaci orang lain.

Sekali lagi aku ingatkan kepada semua, aku menulis bukan kerana aku peminat si Mawi ni. Aku cuma menegur kerana aku sayangkan orang Islam. Hanya kerana mesej forward-forward yang mengaibkan ni, ada hamba Allah yang ditanya di padang Mahsyar kelak. Memang niat sebenarnya baik untuk menegur tapi dengan menyebut nama sekali, ini dah kira mengaibkan orang. aku menegur bukan sahaja orang-orang disekelilingku (kawan-kawan) juga pada diri aku sendiri. Ini bukan pasal Mawi sahaja tapi ini mesej peringatan dari orang Islam kepada orang Islam lain. Wahai anak-nak Adam, tak takut ke...

Mesej dipetik dari buletin Friendster.
Pandangan Pertama (1)
Dahulu Mawi: Seorang qari yang pernah melunakkan bacaan al- Quran. Antara petikan surah yang pernah dibaca dan dilalui sepanjang hidupnya: "Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman; hendaklah mereka menahan (merendahkan) pandangannya dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat" (Surah An-Nur ayat 30). Dan mengakhiri surah-surah yang dibaca sambil> duduk bersila penuh tertib dan adabnya.

Kini Mawi:Qari yang sama memerdukan dan menyaringkan nyanyian. Antara petikan lagu dendangannya: "siapa bilang gadis Melayu tak menawan, tak menarik hati tiada memikat. Aduhai, lemah lembut gayanya." (lagu penyanyi lama) Dan mengakhiri lagunya sambil menari lantas memandang tepat ke arah wanita yang berdiri di sisinya.

Pandangan Kedua (2) Dahulu Mawi Seorang bilal yang pernah melaung azan sambil berdiri tegak. Antara terjemahannya membawa erti "...menuju kejayaan" Kini Mawi Bilal yang sama menyanyi lagu tema rancangan sambil menari rancak. Antara alunannya berbunyi "...menuju puncak". Pandangan Ketiga (3) Memetik kata Mawi " ....dia mesti bertudung..." Dengan petikan itu maka;
1. Tudung Mawi diberi nama dan laku diniagakan
2. Seorang peserta bukan Islam memakai tudung secara bergurau lantas mengejar Mawi
3. Seorang juri wanita Islam yang tidak bertudung tidak semena-mena memakai tudung berbentuk selendang di kepala seraya berkata "saya kalau nak komen Mawi mesti pakai tudung." Lantas disambut gelak hilai, sorakan, teriakan dan jeritan penonton menyambung gurauan dan perbuatan main-main ke atas tudung ini. Main-main dengan hukum Allah.

Pandangan Keempat (4) Fanatik, penyokong dan penonton Islam Mawi akan mempertahankan Mawi habis-habisan apabila dimaki tetapi apabila Nabi dan agama Islam sendiri dicaci, di mana kalian 'bersembunyi' selama ini?

Doakan aku ye...

2005-08-04T12:43:00.000+08:00

Aku dah decide nak join 'inter-kuliyyah' debate competition. Ini first time aku join debate. takut gak laa... tapi Syaz ngan Dayat cakap there's nothing to lose kalau kalah sekali pun. Betul gak cakap diorang, lagipun aku tengah belajar it's part of learning experience. Aku harap kawan-kawan aku support aku and doakan kejayaan aku...Amiiin

For crying out loud!!

2005-08-02T13:09:00.000+08:00

Tak suka! tak suka!! I hate this feeling!! Like my friends always say, I easily fall in love with anybody!! I need to change!!! It's disgusting!!! I'm tired and sick of this feeling! I should have known better than to feel like this. Come on, Tih! Be professional!! Semua ni sementara je... esok-esok, hilanglah tu!! The thing is, I can't controll this feeling... tak pasal-pasal nak jealous! Giler apa!! AaaaaaAaaAaaA.....I can't wait for it to end... It's killing me!!! All the crap of having this stupid feeling with my own colleague!! People will laugh at me...Nooooo!!!! Atih, it's just a fling, ok! So, forget about it!!

p/s: for those who heve read this, please don't ask why. I'll tell you if feel like telling it to someone.

Result from the personality quiz at tickle.com

2005-08-01T10:42:00.001+08:00

fatihah, you're a Politician!

You're forceful, innovative, and popular with the masses. You aggressively pursue your goals, and you enjoy impressing people. You've always been surrounded by friends and loved ones and have a natural sense of showmanship.

You're perfect for any work that requires personal interaction and you never say anything that offends anyone — at least to their face.

Result from the personality quiz at tickle.com

2005-08-01T10:42:00.000+08:00

Busy sangat ke aku?

2005-07-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hanim selalu tanya,"kau tak letih ke, Tih?"
Aku pun menjawab,"Entah! tak rasa pape pun... Penat tu penat lah gak, tapi aku minat lagi pun aku yang pilih nak join benda-benda nie.."
Hanim membalas,"Kalau sakit nanti, jangan cari aku"
Aku jawab lagi, kali ni dalam hati,"Eleh! bila aku demam dia yang risau-risau...heheh"
Kali ni secara lisan aku menjawab,"Jangan risau, Nim... Kalau aku demam, ko jugak yang aku cari...heheh"
Hanim pun berkata sambil gelak-gelak,"Hampeh ko, Tih!"
Hanim berkata lagi,"Actually, kita sebenarnya sama je.. aku minat ngan netball, ko lak ngan teater.. yang bezanya waktu je..Aku petang, ko malam..."
Aku lak balas,"Tau takpe!"
Kitorang gelak,"Kahkahakahkah!!!!"

Program yang aku join:
1. CONVEST 05'
2. Pesta Teater Selangor(PTS)
3. Debate Club
4. Public Speaking Class
5. Caring Club

Coming soon:
-Sewing Class

Dalam perancangan (mungkin):
-Quranic Youth Club's program (kelas mengaji)
-Debate inter-Kuliyyah (kena confirm ngan Dayat and Syaz dulu)

Busy sangat ke aku ni? aku tak rasa pun... pasal ada orang balik bilik kul 2-3pagi. At least aku paling lewat pun kul 12am, pasal training PTS.

Kerana Dia..

2005-07-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

Kerana Dia

Kerana Dia
Aku lambat pegi kelas
Kerana Dia
Aku terlebih tido pagi tadi
Kerana Dia
Aku kena perli 'baik' punya ngan ustazah
Kerana Dia
Aku kena soal ngan pak guard
Kerana Dia
Aku terlepas breakfast
Aku tak boleh nak cakap aku 'missed' subuh pasal aku pun tak boleh solat
Kerana Dia
Muka aku nampak sembab pagi ni
Kerana Dia
Aku boleh 'update' entry baru hari ni
Dan kerana Dia
Aku boleh tersenyum sendiri hari ni

I Promise by Stacie Orrico

2005-07-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

I Promise- Stacie Orrico

Will I always be there for you
When you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you
Take your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for you
There for you

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

I can easily fall...

2005-07-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

I can easily fall...

Now I know, I can easily fall in love and out of love. Sometimes I even cry when I really like somebody...(when I say like, I mean like+like=love kot!). Ntahlah....When ever I met someone that I really like, I always hope for him to like me back...(damanding kan!). This time, the person that I like+like is my own friend. Not really a close friend but we went out couple of times with other friends too. I think he's sweet (Amrah thinks so too). Hmmm.... baru je kenal dah suka...senang sangat laa...huhuhuuu... I'm stuck between my mom and my self....Huhu.. Amrah, nak "Tan Sri" laaa (Tan Sri is a code name for this guy. I've mentioned his name before in my previous entries).

Hmmm... baru-baru ni kluar ngan Imran, Kaba, Adi ngan Amrah skali. Cadang nak tengok "War of the Worlds" tapi cadangan hanya tinggal cadangan.... Sampai dah la lambat, Tiket abih langsung.... huhu...Sedey laaa.. So, apalagi, merayau laaa...

p/s: Cam ner nak buat nie... I'm falling...falling...and keep on falling...

skin baru

2005-06-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

skin baru
huhu... aku sendiri terkejut blog aku rupanya ada bunyi.... waaahhh kagumnya... sku tukar skin baru pasal dah ter'delete' skin lama... suma detail dalam tuh dah hilang... so, terpaksalah edit template baru..

poem: Time passed by

2005-06-08T12:12:00.000+08:00

Poem: Time pass by

Time pass by.

Slowly,

I see it fly,

Patiently,

I keep on waiting.

Very boring, very tiring.

Thank God I'm still breathing

To watch the time flying.

The sun shine happily,

The rays smile brightly,

I close my eyes slowly,

Waited for time to fly

Patiently...

test

2005-06-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

Why? What?

2005-06-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

Why? What?

Last night he called. Around 2:43 a.m. until 3:15 a.m. why? I don't know… I thought he's happy with his girlfriend now... so, I figure out that he don't need me anymore even though we didn't involve in any relationship. One thing that I don't understand, what does he want? Someone to talk to besides his *tooot* girlfriend?!! I'm not jealous of her (only some people knows)Aaah!! Whatever!!! I don't really remember what do we talked about last night.

Tentang Dia

2005-06-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

Tentang Dia

"Have you ever love someone so much
It makes you cry"
Kali nie aku nak cerita tentang seseorang, tentang dia. Mula-mula aku kenal dia waktu aku join satu trip ke rumah anak-anak yatim. Pada mulanya, berat hati jugaklah nak ikut trip ni tapi on the second day, aku dah boleh terima tempat tu, hari kedua ni jugaklah aku mula kenal dengan dia. Asal dia dari negeri Labu Sayong, tua 2 tahun dari aku, very funny, and sangat brotherly. Terus-terang cakap, dia ni memang tak handsome cuma dia je yang perasan handsome (bak kata emma, biasalah budak Law kebanyakkannya memang suka perasan hensem). Dia ni sedap mata memandang, itu pun dari certain angle je... Pendek cerita memang bestlah kenal ngan dia ni... So, I've decided to call him 'abang long' without his knowledge hehehe... Baru-baru ni aku pegi skali lagi ikut trip ke tempat yang sama. Aku tak terfikir pun dia akan ikut sama, Syima yang mula-mula perasan kemunculan dia... Memang happy tak terkira aar... baru aku teringat, niat aku dah menyimpang skit laa...

AaAAaAaAaAaaa... sedih laa bila balik dari trip tu... sedih sebab nanti tak dapat jumpa abang long dah...

Have You Ever

2005-05-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

Have You Ever-Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care....

poem: no title yet..

2005-05-12T12:52:00.000+08:00

poem: no title yet

I like it when you call me at night,

I like it when sometimes we fight,

I like the way you stare,

And you are always aware.

I like it when you call me 'cik adik'

Or when you threat 'nak cekik'

And sometimes you are supporting,

I even blushed when you are praising.

Now the fact that you didn't call,

So I tried hard not to fall,

Every night I looked at the wall

Hoping and waiting but nothing at all.

Aku dah bekerja!!

2005-05-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

Aku dah berkerja

Skang nie aku dah berkerja... cheeewah! bunyi macam hebat je... skang tengah short sem, aku regis satu subjek je.. kelas aku selasa-khamis, pagi je lak tu... untuk memenuhkan masa yang berlambak tu, aku pun merantau ke seluruh kampus, mencari kerja. Macam member aku, Hanim, dia keje untuk beli hadiah untuk boyfriend dia. Aku lah cari keje untuk dapat experience kot...ntah laa.. Aku keje kat tempat jual tudung, alaa stall kecik-kecik je... Aku keje waktu petang lepas kelas, pukul 2 sampai pukul 6. Bosan seh!! kalau takde customer! duduk laa aku melangut bersendirian tanpa teman berbicara..hehe... ayat poyos!! kekadang yang buat aku marah bila customer nak bukak-bukak tudung dari hanger! kalau satu dua aku tak kisah sangat... ni kalau dah empat lima tu yang buat aku panas... dah la memang panas kat situ betambah-tambah meluaplaa bila customer cam ni datang... aku bukan merungut tapi ni blog aku, sukahati akulahh nak merungut ke...nak melangut ke... (Ha! Amrah, gelak! gelak! hehe... Amrah memang seronok untuk dikenakan..) hari-hari menjual yang paling bahagia bagi aku bila aku boleh jual banyak... tapi ngan aku susah ckit ar.. dapat diskaun!! bukan kedekut.. tapi kesian kat bos. tulah satu-satunya source of income dia... orang melayu cakap, periuk nasi... (bukan rice cooker tau Amrah) Hal-hal gaji aku malas nak citer, yang penting aku memang pekerja yang dedikasi. Ya! tidak syak lagi!! Keje dua hari tapi datang lima hari... Bagus tak!!! kan..kan..kan...Jenet kan..

Mungkin Nanti by Peterpan

2005-05-05T12:58:00.000+08:00

Mungkin Nanti by Peter Pan

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin
yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya

Mungkin saja kau bukan
yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita
kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta ku jangan kau
Coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti kelmarin saat semua di
sini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku

Mungkin saja kau bukan
yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita
kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta ku jangan kau
Coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti kelmarin saat semua di
sini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untukmu sendiri
semua sesal yang kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri

hmmm...

2005-04-26T10:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....later lah!

i don't know what to write... errr... i want to write about my school break, i guess maybe later...

I'm cursed!!!!

2005-04-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

I'm cursed!!

I just found out bout my result yesterday. and again, I failed my IRK paper. And this time it has to be SOQ. why?? why?? I studied hard for this paper... and I felt good no!! great! after this exam and I failed?!!! Why?!! why?!! this is unfair!!! everytime i registered for two IRK subjects, I will end up failing one of em'. So, I made a conclusion that....I'm CURSED!!!

2005-04-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

Kluang, Abang Polis...Roti Bakar

Huhu....letih giler drive from Ayer Keroh to KL. Tak larat beb!! Sempai bilik memang lembik aar.. aku tabik member aku Emma, kaki tak cecah bilik, terus kena gi keje... (Toing...toing...-tabik spring) Tapi apa-apa pun memang syok arr.. gi Kluang, Johor. Cuma satu je yang aku tak puas ati, asal MalayMail kat Kluang kuar lambat sehari ha? Dahlaaa tu paper favourite aku.. ish! pelik tul laa..

Satu malam... kitorang (aku, amrah ngan emma) kluar jalan-jalan cari pasal, on the way nak balik umah, ada road block, emma cakap maybe diaorang nak cari orang...lepas satu, satu kereta dicek sampai giliran kitorang lak. Mak ai!! "amrah, sebelah kanan. comel kan?" emma ngan amrah setuju ngan aku. Abang polis yang cute tu saje je tahan kitorang, yelah... kereta penuh perempuan... polis pun lelaki jugak... bila dia pandang seat belakang, aku sempat lambai-lambai kecik. Dia senyum, aku suka!! actually i'm elated!!! hahahah.... (dahlaa amrah, tak payah laa cakap i gatal... nanti i ari abang bomba untuk u, ek!!) nilah 1st time aku rasa sangat excited bila jumpa polis... Tapi sayang, sekali tu je jumpa abang polis tu...huhuhu...

Pagi tadi, kitorang breakfast kat stesen keretapi. emma cakap kat situ, roti bakar dia memang power laaa.... memang pun tapi sayang, aku kenyang cepat sangat!!! Skang nie dok teringat-ingat roti bakar stesen ketapi tuu.. emma cakap anak tauke dia hensem... blaja kat UITM, Shah Alam. amik course TESL. nama dia Mohd Ridzuan.... mesti hensem, cina mix melayu...

ahhhh......mata dah tekebil-kebil... tahan ngantuk mengadap komputer ni... Amrah cepat laa bagi thumb drive... i nak balik!! dah ngantuk aaarrr...

aku akan berhenti mem'blog' buat sementara waktu. pasal tengah cuti. kat umah takde internet connection...

I'm Ron Weasley

2005-03-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

I'm Ron Weasley, my all time Harry Potter character!
Which HP Kid Are You?

puas + tak puas = puas

2005-03-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

puas + tak puas = puas

Formula aku untuk minggu ni. Aku puas hati jawab exam hari ni, walaupun aku rasa jawapan aku banyaklah jugak yang dah menyimpang. Aku tetap rasa puas pasal aku cuba jawab sehabis baik!! (Yosh! Peace!! hehe..) Selepas dua hari menjawab paper agama, kini tamatlah sudah zaman ustazah aku... aku akan mula bukak balik bible!

Aku bukan overconfident yang aku boleh score paper ni tapi aku puas hati pasal and seronok pasal tak blur waktu exam...bertambah seronok lagi bila "inspiration" aku duduk dekat ngan aku...

Hmmm... Speaking bout my "inspiration", lepas abis exam hari tu (Wednesday, 24th) cepat-cepat aku jalan sebelah dia...konon-konon nak buat confession tu (refer entry )tapi... it turns out that I don't have the guts to do so...

Kami jalan beriringan untuk beberapa ketika (pasal tengah sesak orang suma nak keluar dewan peperiksaan). Lepas je pintu dewan, kami berpisah membawa haluan masing-masing. Aku merelakan pemergian dia. Pasrah. (Huhu...macam tulis novel melayu lak!!! Ahadiat Akasha pun gulung tikar beb!!) Tim memang kawan yang memahami, dia biarkan aku jalan beriringan dengan "inspiration" aku (Thanks, Tim!). Waktu kami berpisah, aku bagi isyarat kat Tim, "aku tak berani..." Tim senyum.

Aku ambil barang-barang yang aku tinggal kat luar hall. Payung Ada dah takde hmmm... Ada dah pulang ke kampung halaman, Simpang Pulai, Perak.

Tiba-tiba, aku berubah fikiran.
"Eh, Tim, What the hell kan? Baik aku cakap je kat dia... Bila lagi aku nak buat kerja gila cam nie..."
"Betul ko nak bagi tau dia?" Tim tanya.
"Mmm." jawabku tegas.
Pendekkan ceriter, "inspiration" aku bejalan 10meter depan aku ngan Tim. Kitorang cuba untuk jalan selaju yang boleh. Tapi laju-laju kitorang, laju lagi "inspiration" aku bejalan. Hujan turun. Makin lama makin lebat. Aku bersyukur. Kononnya dengan harapan akan stranded di tempat yang sama tapi... harapan hanya tingal harapan. Only Hope. Rupa-rupanya dia tak stranded, digagahi juga kakinya untuk terus melangkah balik ke asrama. Tinggalah aku ngan Tim, stranded pasal takde jalan yang berbumbung untuk balik ke asrama. Sekali lagi aku pasrah.

The lesson from this story is, don't be afraid to take chances! Aaaaaaa.... napelah aku tak pikir?? Aku just nak bagitau dia yang aku suka tengok dia and aku rasa dia cute je... bukannya aku nak confess yang aku cintakan dia... Aku tak puas hati dengan diri aku...

Actually, the main agenda for that day was not the confession but my examination. The confession is just the side dishes. That's why lah formula untuk minggu ni, "puas + tak puas = puas."

2005-03-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Michael Schumacher... simply unbeatable. he's the best ever!
Anak Sultan Selayang